Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)
Joined Nov 2017
kf
this puts me in a really confusing place, and if the source was literally ANYWHERE else, i wouldn't feel so much doubt
my problem is that the recent events look just like all of their other harassment campaigns, but in this case i don't know who the victims *actually* are...and getting it wrong either way would make me feel extremely bad
kf
this whole situation with kiwifarms is deeply confusing to me
i think that we need to believe victims, because it's extraordinarily hard to come forward with nasty things when you are abused...this is especially true for things like CSA
but the source of all of these nasty accusations is coming from a place that is known for being a cesspool that tries it's hardest to ruin the lives of the people they don't like by circlejerking a mixture of out of context bits with outright lies
last year i set up gitlab on my server for some personal projects, but also because it had a private issue tracker that i could use for sooper-seekret actual real life issues i wanted so work on
i forgot about it until now and wooow. Almost none of these things are issues anymore, and very few of them are secret either
things are actually extraordinarily good for me... i just gotta work on keeping this momentum now..!
pol
remember! "vote with your wallet" just means "ignore the marginalized"
so, i just learned that a melody i've had stuck in my head on and off for about two decades...was by rick astley
WHAT
aww yeahh!
i've spent the last three days overcoming the records of a friend who far surpasses me in every game known to man
so far, i've taken down three of them--one which was an absolutely monumental record that i've never seen anyone come close to before
perhaps the secret to my motivation is in healthier habits?
better bedtime, better nutrition, an actual routine..?
however, i don't like the lack of freedom it sounds like this would probably have
i mean, i've tried a strict regiment before, and it burned me out *so* hardcore after sticking with it for over 500 days
hmm, maybe i need other tricks. but what..?
shame
i think what i really need is to figure out how to keep my motivation up
i half-make so many things that i could have finished several projects by now
i need to get Something™ out there, because i feel ashamed as a creator to not have anything to show for all of the effort i put into things
hmm, i think this means i need to get more involved with things--and with people!
(-) kinda morbid thought experiment
thinking about it, i can't think of many people who would actually care if i disappeared one day--and most of the ones who would are only because i have some obligation to them
i really gotta change that! that's not at all the kind of impression i want to have
ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʳᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵘᵐᵇˡᵉ
mmm, yesss... i suddenly feel the need to wring my hands and cackle diabolically while writing these schedule entries
*shakes fist at self* i'll get you my pretty!
perhaps i should schedule myself to do something every day just so i can jump to something else when that urge comes and shout "AHA! GOTCHA!"
i like how the only times i feel like being productive are when i'm supposed to be doing something else entirely
basically, i need to animate things... and i don't really know how to animate
so i guess i'll have to see how this turns out
i decided i should finally get at least one thing done in a certain project i've had on hiatus for too long
it's not the superb owl
it's the super 🅱️ owl
still gets me that mario's canonical age is 24
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)
Joined Nov 2017
