depression 

The ideation is screaming at me early this morning. Because if I could successfully pull it off, then people would just scream about how I was a coward and hurt them, but there wouldn’t be anything else I could ever fuck up ever again.

depression 

@Leucrotta proud that you're fighting

Hang in there 💗

depression 

@vahnj thanks. Too cowardly and stupid optimistic to do it, idk if it counts as fighting.

depression 

@Leucrotta optimism is its own brand of courage

and there is nothing to be ashamed of for fear of death or pain imo

i'm just glad you're sticking around <3

re: depression 

@Leucrotta I appreciate your optimism bias, especially under the circumstances. :)

re: depression 

@Jssra the last 8 years I discovered that I’m actually an optimist (which is part of how I got crushed this badly, I can’t just build despair into my ego like my Dad has). A little like how I’m actually a jock, but in my childhood jocks were popular types who played team sports rather than just athletic.

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