Xurnami, Hyena-dragon @xurnami@awoo.space

I will see Fully Automated Luxury Space Queer Communism.

LB: Memes as viral marketing worked on me. In this case, to back a Patreon.

@distressedegg As I've been posting: this is so very me.

Anxiety meds are helping. I still get the twinge of an anxiety loop about something but they seem to end much quicker.

OTOH, I was wondering why I couldn't seen @indi's awoos and realized somehow that I'd muted him. Ugh. That certainly didn't help my mood.

My mental illness of anxiety has been spiking and having human contact helps but right now that isn't happening.

You know what sucks. Being sick and wanting hugs and not able to get them.

@Ratttz From sources, the resistance is at least double if not more the fascists so that helps calm me down a bit.

@emanate @mawr Thanks for the heads up. I'm going to try and figure out a specific place for our various group members to meet up.

@mawr I tend to need distraction also at work, especially right now when I am not fully up to speed with the new job.

@mawr Agreed, but there isn't the level of activity which keeps my mind from spiraling as much as I would like it. I might just need to follow more.

@mawr Yeah, I'm trying to do the same. Most of my news comes through Twitter and Twitter is one of the ways I feel connected to people which makes it hard.

I'm trying to make sure I stay around people so I don't get more lost in anxiety. Is anyone interested in having a hyena around this weekend? Or just know of things going on?

45 has made my anxiety worse. Drugs still ramping up. Some of the edge is off but I'm still a wreck. My roommate has been helpful too which is good.

@Ratttz Yeah, I'm exchanging the resource I have an excess of (money) for the on I have a lack of (willpower)

My existential anxiety has been running rampant recently. Starting on Wellbutrin today and using my financial privilege to start personal training tomorrow. Hopefully this all helps.

Stuff myself face first into code to try and ignore the loneliness isn't working when I run face first into walls that I can't figure out how to get over either. I should probably eat.

@Ulfra_Wolfe@witches.town I'm sorry. I am also awful at the building relationships thing which just makes this worse. That is a whole other thing which I don't want to get it into tonight.

Again, I'm sorry and I hope you feel better soon.

@Ulfra_Wolfe@witches.town You are a bit more known but it is still something where I don't feel terribly close and we haven't talked much at all.

I also am probably also not in the best state of mind about what I'm saying. I'm sorry if I hurt you.