Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

@Leucrotta @rey Three weeks minimum, a month maximum. One week in Tucson of vacation with Dakota, then a 2-3 week work trip.

Zoom time! Love you all! <3

@chr@cybre.space @roll I read that as rolling 5 ten-thousand-sided die. XD

@rey This is the little one who keeps me safe. Know I've got to come home to her, which helps a little at least. (So do your hugs.)

(And I'm sorry to leave you folks worrying about me, but I am about to board a plane. >.< I promise I'll be safe for a couple hours, even if I'm crying half the time.

@rey *hugs tight* >.<

Pretty sure being in the process of moving away from the only person who ever makes this feel better (Suki) isn't helping right now either. >.<

I think I'm safe, but it's horrible to be so broken inside and I would really really really just like to stop hurting right now please. >.<

Pretty much a trash fire right now. Finally got some sleep last night, and somehow I'm more tired and terrible feeling, and really, really, really, really just want to die. Some of it is messing up my meds this week (I fall apart under sufficient stress), but most is just wiped out, with my defenses down. Ugh. >.<

@Draekos (Though they're also still valid with or without all those things. <3)

@Draekos Yaaaas

@kelseyhusky Thanks! :)

@Leucrotta Oof. That's a horrible thing to do. >.< Your art is beautiful and important and <3.

@Goldkin *hugs tight*

Okay. Airport time again! SJC->SAN->TUS to see Dakota for a week! :D (And Ripley and Mac and Sandra and Mew and Binx!)

@Draekos Sleep well, and softly. <3

@Draekos Hey. You're valid too, and I feel you on the insomnia. Work's had me up way too late this week and I'm just blargh.

Bleh, been up so late the last few days that even melatonin didn't knock me out.

@Leucrotta *hugs tight* You are worthwhile, and you are beautiful, even if you can't see it right now. And I'll tell you what I told me nephew years ago. Artists matter more than engineers. Always have, always will. You're the ones who inspire everyone else. (And you do draw well, despite what your brain tells you. If you ever open up for commissions, I want one. <3)