Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

Anxiety completely handing me my ass right now. >.< No idea why, just total white noise shaking overload. >.<

TFW kinda done with the day, but not remotely tired... and would really just like to instantly power down and wake up in the morning.

@feilen Or super loved or something. :)

@Draekos You make me smile, and goodness knows I need that. :)

@Draekos Is that from Serial Experiments Lain?

@vahnj Well, I'm no shrinking violet. I'm aware that the people are incredibly violent, and there's all kinds of nasty stuff going on. That's what happens. What actually happened, if we look back to our own histories. It's more that they chose to show something with the explicit intent of traumatizing their audiences.

@vahnj I loved the show until a certain scene involving a small child. Have my own personal reasons it hurt so badly, but I consider that event unforgivable.

@vahnj Huh! Cool! And I was referring to ASoIaF! I'm three seasons behind, and am waiting for books. :)

@vahnj Interesting! And also possibly a spoiler I want to avoid. XD

@vahnj Let's just say the can't actually process feeling loved thing hit pretty close to home. >.<

@vahnj :D

@vahnj Have you actually seen it? :)

@vahnj Same way I've been hurting all my life, I'm afraid. >.< I am making progress, though, and seriously appreciate the well wishes.

For those curious, Read Or Die is a fantastic Anime (and OVA, though that has a different storyline) that will break your heart into a million pieces and then put them back together again. >.<

(I'm feeling better than last night. Still way out of it, though.)

Step one: Have more than a banker's box of unread books.
Step two: Continue to re-read old books.
Step three: Continue buying books.
Step four: ???
Step five: Become... The Paper!
#ReadOrDie

@KawaSeadrake ;_; <3