#subpost Bed, Bath and Batman Beyond
currently inspired to relisten to the Korngold music for the Errol Flynn version. When you think about it, Robin saving a family from a concentration camp is in character, even if it doesn't play out in the classical fashion.
also as regards Korngold, I feel that if there *is* a Global Jewish Conspiracy, it is, ironically, about popularizing the works of Richard Wagner.
mh - personal
turns out being trained that I have to prove my worth and, the convenience of using me but inconvenience of actually really doing anything in return, means I never get to feel I've successfully proven myself worthy, stacks badly with aging and feeling I fail to accomplish either the societal valued stuff (which, again, they were never going to actually reward me - this is largely about assumption rather than maliciousness) or what I actually wanted to do because I was too busy trying to survive... which fits into the trauma messages about being stuck, trapped and treading water.
Lucky for me, I know that existential worries at 4 AM thanks to broken sleep are about as helpful and valid as existential worries at 1 PM thanks to running low on energy.
I am still feeling *really* angry - that really caught me off balance and stomped on sore nerves with lawn cleats - but trying to wobble back to emotional normal.
Something I just read reminded me of how lucky I was to have furry fandom. Y'think of all the ways a traumatized neurodiverse 20something can fuck themselves up, wasting time online and serial long distance crushes are pretty okay tbh.
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