Alice Grimaude @AliceGrimaude@awoo.space

People still spread bullshit about how Vedia will always end up burning people, and I am just sitting here and saying "She's a wolf, if you play with wolves without any regard for their personal boundaries or respect for them, you will be bitten. If you treat them with respect for them and their boundaries, you will find a loyal friend instead."

I really don't get it, you abused her, gaslit her, and smeared her in the public forum, and yet you expect her to not be angry, you expect the rest of the Grimaude family not to bite back?

My girlfriend's abusive ex popped up on the federated timeline. That's an instant block from me, not dealing with that.

I mean, look at this. It's in 7/8, with smatterings of 6/8 and 5.8, and I love the rhythmic interest it provides. I even practiced performing and recording a percussion groove on my hand drum for this.

This is all reminded me of the moment my internal struggle started to really shift away from AltFurry, when Foxler leaked the Xanadu back room chat in revenge for how he's been criticized for supporting Kero the Wolf.

They reacted with a lot of anger and gnashing of teeth and talks of revenge and doxing, and yes, while I do want to take Foxler down, it's not because he exposed me, but because of why, and how it almost sabotaged my efforts to work on myself. However, it did give me the kick in the pants I needed to knuckle down and double my efforts to work on bettering myself. I'd freely admit to saying those horrible things, and I am sorry. I am not proud of it, but the point is while they reacted by scattering like cockroaches in the light, I took responsibility and pledged to do better.

And here we are, over half a year later, and I've grown into a fully-fledged fash-basher fighting for the rights of the oppressed.

I *survived* the Seattle scene.

Fuck this bullshit.

This is how vulnerable victims are treated. There were vulnerable victims before me, there are after, and I see how they're handled.

I've seen the bullying.

This is why I hated school, goddamn.

Alice and Freya, got their accounts frozen.

Oh, we're the clique here, riiiiiiiiight. Narrative control tactics are obvious ffs.

Hazel got blocked from speaking up for me and revealing receipts in a discord chat she shared.

Willow got banned from the discord embassy, in spite of saying nothing there. She was the most hurt victim in all of this. Like, what the fuck?

How many more are they going to have to keep silent as they go on, I wonder? When I back off until they try to fuck over people I know again, because apparently they can't help themselves on that front, others are going to come forward as they're hurt.

Freezing my account for a "harassment campaign" was cute.

They can say anything about me and mine, but anything said about them is wrong, bad, evil.

I've said this once and I'll say it again; My reputation means nothing to me, nobody can ever control me by holding it over my head. I will do what I need to do, because I follow my heart and my soul, and I am willing to do what's right and just, no matter how much I will lose for it.

The truth and fighting for the meek and innocent from injustice are far more important than a little bit of social currency, or emotional hedonism. In a way, being miserable is something I am comfortable with being, because it means that I am giving something of myself for something much bigger and more important than myself. I'd rather suffer in pride than to enjoy easy easy ignorant bliss at the expense of those around me.

You know, trying to deplatform and silence me for defending my own family is a foul, dirty move. Not that it matters to the people responsible, but I may be developing shellshock from it.

Listen, I am not perfect, and I make mistakes constantly, but I welcome everyone to challenge me on my actions, and I promise you I won't paint you as a harasser for it. Unlike certain people, I am going to take measures to heal and recover from this developing PTSD, and my own other personal hangups.

Not only that, so is Valerie, whose only crime was to speak up for me and say that it sounded like they were trying to control information about me.

Funny that.

Social control doesn't work on someone who has been used to being a lone wolf.

Awoo.space has now removed Alice Grimaude's account for "supporting a harassment campaign", that harassment campaign being theirs, not mine.

I just came out publicly with the truth they want to hide.

How many more people who believe me will they have to silence?

I know, because my abuser reached out and talked to family of someone I know.