the Hearth @Felthry@awoo.space

this game we're playing has a random femme-looking npc listing off the things they're going to pray for (and being scolded by someone else for being kinda selfish in them), and one of the things they pray for is "a lovely wife"
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we need to do something about this

going to talk to our psychiatrist about it monday
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wasn't intel working on making a consumer graphics card? what happened to that
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good morning friends

and goo morning to emil specifically
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is there any way to make youtube not go full screen if you accidentally double click on a video when you mean to click once to pause it
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eggs box 360
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i don't know if this was some kind of local thing to us or if it was a widespread thing that the ubiquitous uncle who worked at nintendo told everyone
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for some reason, when we were a kid, there was a rumor that nintendo was going to follow up the gamecube with some kind of thing called the gamesphere

i don't know why
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like sure SAC305 is pretty nice and SN100C is a good cheap one that we personally think is slightly nicer to work with than SAC305 but still none of them come close to leaded solder

I want to try some of those indium-based alloys sometime but they're so expensive
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i wish someone would invent lead-free solder that works as well as the leaded stuff
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...seg of meg of drive
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seg of dreamcast
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one single atarus
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i could really do with some kind of help but i don't know what
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today has not been a good day and i just want to understand what the fuck just happened and what is going on

we ar enot having a good day
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i am very confused right now in a distressed sort of way and people are refusing to explain and it's really not good
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too successful, probably

he's been directly involved with at least eight major world events by now

it is entirely possible that, since the game's framing device is that these are records of his travels that he wrote long after the fact, the story has been exaggerated in the meantime, though
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I appreciate that the protagonist of the Ys series, Adol, is literally just an "adventurer", in that that's what he calls himself and what he does

there's no contrived story of some average farmer kid becoming a great hero or anything, this is someone who literally set out with the intent of having amazing experiences, and is successful at it
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i just

feel like we need to do something about this

but i don't know what, or how, or anything

we could really use some kind of advice, or at least knowing that someone is listening
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we're only barely able to keep on top of laundry enough to have something to wear each day

many days we can't even manage to take a proper shower

vacuuming is a once in a blue moon thing

we can't even use non-paper dishes because they'll end up in the sink for ages and then get thrown out when they go moldy because mysophobia means that moldy things, even after being cleaned of mold, aren't usable to us

we just

can't keep on like this
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