the Hearth @Felthry@awoo.space

i just feel really powerless here

i want to fix things but i don't know if things can even be fixed

i'm worried we're going to lose friends over this too
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feeling depressed now...

don't know what to do
want to just sleep and hope it goes away in the morning
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in case anyone is worried about this, i will state that everyone involved in this knows about it, so this isn't about you if you don't know the specific incident i'm talking about that happened this morning/last night
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why did we ever think we could run a discord server for a social group consisting of primarily people who have been abused in the past
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i just. want to make things right.

i hadn't realized how deep of a problem this was and has been for years, though we really should have seen it

i want to fix things, and i don't know how.
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you ever have one of those days where you want to curl up and just not be awake, hope that the morning turns out to have just been a nightmare or something?
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it's... really hard when some of our close friends have a falling out over something that happened years ago and that the ones who did the thing hadn't realized was even a problem.

i want to try to set things right. i don't know how, or if it's even possible
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in very tangentially related news, we got a new shelf and finished assembling it today, and anchored the top of it to the wall so it doesn't fall over

it's a media cabinet, meant for video games and stuff! something we've needed for a while considering the sheer size of our collection
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i wonder how densely you can pack drywall anchors and have the drywall not fall apart

just, a wall covered floor to ceiling in drywall anchors
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rrm. could use some hugs i think
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(yes, those *are* all pronounced the same way)
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and peanuts are neither pea nor nut
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you ever just think about how pineapples are neither pine nor apple
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consider: ottaurber
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i can just see the right-wing people saying this outbreak of covid-19 among right-wing politicians is some kind of liberal conspiracy....
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is there anything quite like tamarind soda?
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this bag of licorice says on it "australia's original soft eating licorice" and just.....

as opposed to what? structural licorice??
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