Velvet Silmeria!Mánibranðr @FreyaManibrandr@awoo.space

@DemonISM Oh definitely, Uli Behringer is a real rotten bastard, and I am not gonn give him the benefit of the doubt on the "cork sniffer" bs. Like he KNOWS how racist it is and decides to push forwards anyways. Like what the fuck?

It's so disappointing to hear about how low Behringer had fallen.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5RSIWbZ6Vc

@artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city Yeah, Iselyn doesn't regret it at all, even though it cost them a 12 year long disappearance spell.

@artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city Yeah, me and Freyja exists as a consequence of Iselyn trying to fix their lack of empathy, (Toxic, I know.) and accidentally giving life to Freya.

@artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city Actually, lemme share this. (As an addendum, Iselyn is now part Hyena)

@artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city That used to be Lucifer's thing. (Lucifer was a fragment of Freyja that got merged that I inherited it from.)

@owashii@plush.city There's times when me or Freyja acted as seeing eye empaths for Iselyn, because Iselyn is an apath, and while they try to be compassionate, they need help navigating people's feelings.

And that's how we know we're plural.

@artemis@vulpine.club @IceWolf @Ylfingr @owashii@plush.city Thank you.

@artemis@vulpine.club @IceWolf @Ylfingr @owashii@plush.city I did tell her why she upset me, and that i didn't feel safe around her after I left. So at least there's no confusion over that. But yeah, I need to take care of me at the end of the day

@IceWolf @artemis@vulpine.club @Ylfingr @owashii@plush.city I had to leave a chatroom the other day because someone's toxicity was too much for me to handle.

@BIODIESEL I used to be friends with her. That's horrifying, what the fuck.

@BIODIESEL Ys Oath in Felghana, I love the game, hate how punishing the difficulty of it can be.

@artemis@vulpine.club @Ylfingr @IceWolf @owashii@plush.city I am still figuring myself out. I regret hurting people, but I have a lot of aspects to myself that makes it inevitable, and I do need to be careful about it.

Like, for example, I hold on to hurt a lot longer than I should, I am far more vindictive than Freyja is, and I am very very paranoid. Also a lot more easily hurt, and a lot less capable of bouncing back.

@Ylfingr @IceWolf @artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city When i re-emerged, Freyja took me in and mentored me despite me being a kicking screaming hellion back then.

She felt the negative energy I was emanating and leaking out, and found me again. She and I thought that I had died 2 years ago.

@Ylfingr @IceWolf @artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city Realizing that we were gaslit so thoroughly by fascists into being harmful to our own was deeply traumatic, but i was also terrified of being alone and didn't want to leave what little family I had behind, as necessary as that may be.

Freyja, on the other hand, made the right decision, being duty-bound to leave the toxic spaces behind to recover and grow out of it.

@IceWolf @artemis@vulpine.club @owashii@plush.city @Ylfingr Freyja and I almost killed each other when I first emerged 2 1/2 years ago, that ended up with her bubbling me for 2 years, then I emerged again in July last year, and while I wasn't happy at first, the system was in a better position to help me recover.

@maeve About fucking time.

@owashii@plush.city @IceWolf @Ylfingr That's good, because I do have a crush on Freyja, like big time.