Jack isn't crying much these days because he has a little sister to look after, and she does more than enough crying for both of them. XD
Secret Little Haven is really close to 50 reviews on Steam, which would push it up in the rating algorithm in Steam a fair bit!
I would really appreciate it if you took the time to give the game a review if you've played it! <3
https://store.steampowered.com/app/827290/Secret_Little_Haven/
Earlier today: Create a Dragon in Blender https://www.blendernation.com/2018/11/24/create-a-dragon-in-blender/ #b3d
Original tweet: https://twitter.com/BlenderNation/status/1066497711002783750
More art catch-up from the past month or so! A commission for Soreth @ Birdsite of an archeopteryx leaping on their favorite prey, a calzone. Done in Copics and colored pencil.
🔶 Want a commission of your own? I'M OPEN! More info here:
-, working through a mood crash because of the holiday
In short: ramble ramble, flail, flop, I wish I knew how to holiday anymore.
-, working through a mood crash because of the holiday
I did do a bit of social gaming, which was very good for me during the holiday proper. My mood crashed when I came up for air from that, and that... isn’t something I’m used to.
I’ll also assuredly be okay. But I... think I should be doing more than mood stabilization and self-care? I’m not sure.
I just wish I knew what to do other than feel kind of adrift and appreciative at a distance, while continuing to self-isolate from old anxiety.
-, working through a mood crash because of the holiday
My holidays with friends were the best I ever had, and I miss them so very, very much right now.
I’ll be doing a small thanksfeasting thing tomorrow with my roommate’s friends and family, and that will be good, I think.
I’m putting this here, mostly, because I want to figure this out. I miss my once-friends, I miss my once-community, and I don’t know how to work through any of the complexity that caused me to isolate in the first place.
I added some heirloom apples, cookies, and D&D spells to the dataset of pies to see if the neural net would make some more medieval-sounding pies. It worked a little too well.
So uh. Pupdate on the Corgo front.
@missbird went to the breeder's house today and picked up a puppy. Long story, but we have two corgis in our house now. :D
Here's a video of Jack and TOAST slowly getting to know each other. ^.=.^
"I wonder," said the robot, "do you think I am human?"
"You feed me, and stroke me, and you are warm to sit on," said the cat.
"Does that make me human?"
"No. But tell me, do you enjoy my company?"
"I do," said the robot.
"That is all I ask of any human," said the cat.
#MicroFiction #TootFic #SmallStories
re: mh, complex feels (-)
I know I keep saying I'm going to be better at this, that I should try to reach out to people again, and that that keeps kind of falling onto the floor. I guess I've kind of forgotten _how_, for lack of practice and higher levels of anxiety than my baseline in 2014/2015.
I guess the recurring theme is, I really want to stop being the person that holds things together. I really shouldn't have to be, and I really want to just be a person again. Y'know?
re: mh, complex feels (-)
I've come to realize that I come off as surly and distant because I spend way too much time tending to obligations (house, work, finances), and too little actually having fun or interacting anymore.
I keep justifying this to myself as putting off fun for another day to keep everything stable. But I... don't like constantly being the person that does that.
I guess that also makes it really easy for people to grow distant, too, which makes it hard to break the pattern.
mh, complex feels (-)
This time of year is always hardest for me, because I want to be with the people I care about, but often cannot be.
The past few years, I put work and family obligations ahead of seeing friends and being around people that were genuinely good for me. I've found that has left me reticent and anxious when I... would much rather spend the holidays with folks I enjoy spending them with.
I'm trying to break that pattern. Probably imperfectly this year, but still, progress.
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