Kistaro Windrider @Kistaro@awoo.space

@KawaSeadrake It's easier to make terrible coffee at scale than good coffee at scale, and Starbucks customers typically mostly want a milkshake, whatever caffeine they can get, or both

"Good morning, small dinosaur!"

"CAW. CAW. CAW. CAW. CAW."

To teach myself pico-8, because I have to start somewhere, I am porting Blockers & Finders, or at least a crude version of it.

@Nostromo I haven't experimented with many things yet...

Amaroq is not quite an ideal Mastodon client. It is kind of twitchy about boosting things; I keep accidentally boosting stuff I'm trying to scroll past because I grabbed the timeline in the wrong spot.

I was vaguely in a bunch of pornographic furry Telegram groups for a while that catered to my fetishes (rubber, goo, snakes...), then got self-conscious and left them, and I regret doing so now

@RealPoptartBear "masculine nonbinary"?

Content warnings on Mastodon make me way more willing to talk about things I worry about making other people uncomfortable about. Viva la <lj-cut>!

It's hard to hit a target of "enough THC to reduce depressive symptoms for 2 days", but "little enough to avoid increasing tolerance to THC and also anandamide, thereby worsening depression"

I undershot it badly last night and now I don't know whether to have worse depressive symptoms tomorrow and stay on schedule, or use more, now.

I got my tolerance back down in 1 month of "not quite enough" alternate day concentrate use, after 7 months to raise it, so maybe I should worry less.

@KawaSeadrake @mawr I don't, sorry. It's from at least five years ago (I remember where I was when I read it, and it was my precious employer) and there's no practical way to dig through Twitter that far back across a year-wide time range.

@KawaSeadrake @mawr I am distrustful of the acceptability of my hermaphroditic gender identity itself, a Twitter essay by a respected member of the community pointing it out as an innately derogatory term that fetishizes intersex bodies and innately problematic as an identity for that reason got a lot of support from people I respect and don't want to make uncomfortable. I've described myself as "genderqueer/genderfluid" since, but it's vague; I still think of myself as hermaphroditic.

I'm not comfortable with my own sexual orientation. I put myself forward as pansexual, but that's more aspirational than accurate.

More than half the time, I am specifically interested in cock, and I am almost exclusively interested in gender nonconformant people. (Awkward phrasing courtesy of that one cis guy whose performance of gender is beautifully alien. Yes, you know who you are 💜)

I'm still worried that I'm some kind of "tranny chaser".

And then there was a shampoo spill in the garage. Cleaned up. My garage floor has never had such luxurious hair.

I dreamed about DJ Tiësto sleeping on my couch for a night, in which we brainstormed the plot outline for an electronic opera about the ongoing rivalry between Weather-Man and The Weatherman.

Weather-Man is a superhero who controls the weather, locally and briefly. The Weatherman is a supervillain who is a maliciously inaccurate professional meteorologist.

I don't remember the details. This is probably for the better.

@Jacel I can now measure/estimate time until next arrival instead.

Welp, at least when I write timestamps in my notebooks now (as I do on every new subtopic), I am not immediately calculating time until @Jacel departs and flinching and getting sad about it 😐