Kistaro Windrider @Kistaro@awoo.space
Chameleonic dragon. Otherkin. Some kind of eclectic neo-Pagan. Sie/hir or they/them. Software engineer. Seattle-esque, WA. Expect software takes, complaints about the tech industry, board games, video games, an inexplicably obsession with paper notebooks despite my handwriting, and Weird Furry Stuff.
Joined Aug 2017
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Shape of Water
"So this is what Mastodon scalies are into"
@Jssra My entire life has been a sequence of “it’s always *something*” and rest usually feels like something I forcefully carve out to the detriment of other things and people I care about.
I don’t think of myself as keeping on top of everything I need to or meeting my needs fully or those of people who depend on me, and it’s hard to stop and rest, not least because I can “stop” but don’t experience “rest” for more than maybe a couple of hours if I’m lucky
@frameacloud I was unaware and I should buy this, having read the first book.... over 20 years ago now, I think.
Browsing Netflix and discovered that one of the sci-fi books I read as a kid has apparently become a movie. Bruce Coville was one of my favorite authors when I was young, and I hope more of his stuff is adapted. I’ve flagged “Aliens Ate My Homework” to watch later, meanwhile.
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An animation I commissioned from @fablepaint@twitter.com of Zenith being a swimmy noodle!
the result is absolutely incredible, I love him so much!
(direct gif link if mastodon messes it up: http://leafnoodle.com/zenith/zenith_swimming_by_fablepaint.gif )
Confessions of an iPhone owner: i get jealous of Android home screen customization, I miss setting up my own PDA home screens like that
Three straight Ranked wins as Crystal Maiden in #DOTA2. Maybe I won’t calibrate into Herald after all. The DOTA Plus item build suggestions are hilariously bad for CM, though. Seriously, Daedalus?
Some part of me is convinced that a good name for a low-budget poorly-made board-game-themed ultraviolent horror movie would be “The Splatterers of Catan”
@Jacel I have a great idea, let’s turn money into a competition for who can waste the most CPU power, nothing can possibly go wrong with this plan
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extremely lewd joke stolen from reddit
"You cannot spell advertisements without semen between tits"
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Viddy games...
I appreciate (seriously, I love it dearly) that you are re-releasing old NeoGeo, DataEast, Natsume, and other old arcade-era company ports onto modern systems. It totally brightens my mood when I see something treasured from my childhood become suddenly accessible.
If it's not to much to ask, can you please put some more obscure ones up that maybe didn't receive the love they deserved? I promise I'll keep picking them up!
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Dota Plus: the team that wins is the one without the jungle Bristleback. :|
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Condolences to the person running mastodon.rocks (which lost its database). I know that sinking feeling as you realize that something went wrong.
Let it be a serious reminder to everyone to have regular backups.
I've lost an entire VPS to Scaleway once, it wasn't even anything I did, their hardware just failed. Not having backups is living on the edge.
I graduated over a decade ago and I still have that recurring nightmare about coming up towards the end of a semester and realizing that due to depression and exhaustion I hadn’t been studying for one of my classes and had missed many of the lectures
mental health, a relative improvement
I need to stop trying to control other people’s behavior by trying to hide my needs and interests. I treat myself as though I have an obligation to be invisible and unnoticed so I don’t inadvertently affect people around me and “make” them spend time or energy trying to cater to my “whims”.
It’s hard to change the behavior because my internal value system is screwed up enough that this feels like “one of few things I do right”.
re: mh (-)
@Jssra I have always drawn a very strong distinction between what is acceptable for others and what is acceptable for myself. One of my problems is that “doing stuff with people” is so firmly in the “other” camp that I am not able to conceive of how it is something I could be involved in, other than as a part of meeting others’ social and emotional needs.
mh (-)
I have been in declining mental health since DST started and my thoughts and behavior have gotten increasingly self-destructive. I’ve been trying not to talk about it because people already have enough to deal with and they don’t need the whining of a privileged, entitled-feeling tech-bro in their face to go along with it. I should shut the fuck up and get back to work
The most difficult obstacle in PAC-Man CE 2 Plus for the Switch isn’t the ghosts, it’s the absurd level of framedropping when the game gets hectic. 2D game and a modern console can’t keep up. It also drops some on PC and PS4 as well, it’s not just the Switch; I assume it’s allocating a heap object for every goddamn dot and running a mark and sweep garbage collector five times a game
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A friend made an excellent observation: Take the short title of any article from the spine of a National Geographic magazine and you have an amazing band name.
For example:
Dolphin Intelligence
African Pharaohs
Healing Soldiers
The Gender Issue
Hubble at 25
Food Trucks
Roman Shipwreck
Osprey
Chameleonic dragon. Otherkin. Some kind of eclectic neo-Pagan. Sie/hir or they/them. Software engineer. Seattle-esque, WA. Expect software takes, complaints about the tech industry, board games, video games, an inexplicably obsession with paper notebooks despite my handwriting, and Weird Furry Stuff.
Joined Aug 2017
