Trying out the newest version of Pokemon Go tonight. Pretty sure I was being followed by some red gym folks in a car trashing the gyms I was trying to take.
It's a little frustrating shoving a pokemon into the gym only to have them immediately start to lose happiness and be kicked out 5 minutes later. At least with the old system let me get my measly 10 poke-coins for that kind of interaction.
Curious - is there a way on Mastodon to mute boosts? Or mute them from specific people? I'm just noticing an increase in folks who boost things a lot and am thinking I might have to either unfollow or find a way to hide the deluge.
Mastodon feels 'smaller' and less political than birbsite right now, and my goal is to keep my feed as close to that as I can.
Introductions
Hey there! A lot of you probably know me, but just in case you don't...
Ko, or Nicky, or Nick (Or Ko'oloa'ula if you want to be formal)
Amateur Writer
Small Business Owner
Genderfluid
Queer
Gay/Bisexual
Bunny, formerly lion
submissive
pet
he/him
they/them
Comic enthusiast
gaming enthusiast
Seattleite
reformed Texan
Today's been decent. Took @ElectricKeet to the DOL, did therapy, kinda spinning my wheels as to how to build / outline a couple of blog posts. Gonna spend the rest of my day relaxing and being a good bunny :)
Emotions
What started as a sense of...I'm going to awkwardly call it "relief" has kinda turned into small little reminders. Little things like the otter plush he gave me that I hug at night, flashes of memories and concerns for him. I wound up wishing I could hug him for a while and tell him things are gonna be okay.
For those of you who I haven't told directly - Trouffee and I split up today. It was an amicable parting, I still very much care for him and wish to see him as happy as he can be. We're still roommates and still very much friends. I dunno what else I can say, other than he handled the whole thing with grace and poise.
Feeling significantly better today. It's helped that the store isn't really _busy_ on a Monday and Mistress @literorrery got a chance to chat a little, @neonNeptunian showed me some cute thigh-high socks that I think would kinda deal with an outstanding issue I have with wearing a skirt, and @adeptomega is being cute and fawning over Unbeatable Squirrel Girl.
Mental State Musings
But right now I'd rather be looking forward to this weekend. I dunno why, but I'm having a hard time doing that right now.
Mental State Musings
Head's a little on wrong right now. Maybe that was because I had a really nice Thursday with my chosen family. Dinner with roommates, picked up Mistress at the airport, and generally a sense of accomplishment at home.
Come into work today and get treated to...a very hard-to-recognize emotional state from my new-yorker employee and know that I'm immediately behind in things. Gonna take a breath, make a list of things I need to do and start in on them...
@Momentrabbit Let's be robots together. Help me install these movable-type guides? And I'll need a paper tray.....
Here, have some porn. (NSFW obviously)
It's one of those nights where I kinda need lusty/lewd thoughts to redirect my attention away from the shitty day. Hence rubber bunny vac beds.
emotional state update
I don't feel particularly great today. I know it will pass, and I'm trying hard not to give voice to some of the less charitable thoughts going through my head. But these goddamn telemarketing and sales people calls are making it really hard to keep myself emotionally centered.
Anxiety Stuff
I tried my darnedest to stick it out, but I just took an anti-anxiety pill. The anxiety is clearly on the downhill, but I'm really exhausted and that's not helping tonight.
There's still an urge to keep doing things and pushing myself and I know I should stop but I also know there's a cost to not stopping the cleaning.
work stuff
My closer tonight called out sick. I was supposed to spend this afternoon cleaning the old apartment. Instead it feels like I won't be able to do more than a token attempt at it before I have to go take over that shift.
I don't really know how if I can't help today or tomorrow that the apartment will be empty by the time we have to vacate it. :/
Plant bunny. Formerly a lion. Prone to pondering about gender, sex, and life in general. May be NSFW at times. Pronouns: He/Him or They/Them (either works)