Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

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The steaming soup begins to melt
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew to come like this
Things have never been so swell

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Anyway here are some shitty drawings I did today related to shitty D&D because I like to pretend I’m an artist while I’m waiting to die.

At this point I might refuse transition out of sheer SPITE so that there’s a cis male actually an ally against literally some of the worst crap claiming to be human.

Frankly I’ve had it up to here with these nauseating little fash suck ups and if someone expresses TERFism within arms reach of me I am going to hit them. Non-violence is a mature conversation and you have it with beings deserving of non-violence.

@LexYeen dropped $15

Again I’m reminded that fucking transphobes are pretty close to fundamentalists and Nazis as far as people who would be completely shitty no matter what they espoused, and that if someone says they’re a “centrist,” they aren’t.

@Lar thanks! Maybe I should do more cell shading?

Resubmitted my appeal. I’m pissed off right now.

Apparently I need to resubmit my appeal to the dental insurance company. Apparently “denying a claim for routinely connected procedures and demanding money five months later is not timely” wasn’t a good argument.

Fuck you parasites.

Currently both feeling low self worth while also completely understanding it accomplishes nothing except screwing with my enjoyment of things.

@Oneironott I was talking to a friend about this on Saturday, driving them south. I’d see all these games and minis - often for stuff I’d never seen at monthly game club meetings- and it reassured me that there were other people out there like me. As well as how incredibly visually, imaginatively intense it was compared to the rest of my life at the time (90-120 minute walk-transit to the store in GA summer’s didn’t hurt either).

And, thank you!

While I was looking for coyote art I found this old old piece which honestly is one of my favorite or possibly the favorite piece of furry art I’ve ever done. Based off memories of Sword of the Phoenix, a seriously magical place.

While I was looking for any coyote themed art I’d done I found this really childish joke from a decade ago.

I don’t know who needs to hear this but an adamantium skeleton, tough guy monologues and cheap stogies isn’t a personality.

So it’s apparently coyote day and I don’t draw coyotes very often. Here are two older drawings completely opposite in character. Happy coyote visibility day!

1) honestly Master of Puppets and And Justice for All are ridiculously good. It pains me to say this but both are way better than my introduction to Metallica, the black album.

2) I really want to play D&D about now.

These things are not unrelated.

I FEEL A CHANGE
BACK TO A BETTER DAY
HAIR STANDS ON THE BACK OF MY NECK
AND A QUESTION HANGS HEAVY IN THE AIR
WHEN WILL YOU RAGE?
*low menacing growl*
*blep*

Oh yeah it’s time for Metallica’s BEST song and that way I can chill out to my FAVORITE Metallica while cooling down from air drumming along to the Awesome Part.

@sebkha@meow.social I think it’s an all the above tbh; the likelihood of everything being destroyed got rolled into my overall hopelessness/anger about betrayal. Knowing I’ll suffer and die thanks to powerful adults being unaccountable egomaniacs, hits me differently a middle aged Queer who tried to do all the right things™️ than as a dissociative kid. The last 7 years has been very Reagan era, and between more knowledge of events and the immediacy of climate change it’s been more in my face.