@arakin It was! And what you can't see; air coming off the snowfield alternated with hot wind blowing through the valley, without the trees to block it. So if you weren't in the mouth of an actual ice cave it was like stepping in front of or in back of an A/C going full blast, almost at random.
So the “OH YEAH IN A GROOVE IN A GROOVE IN A GROOVE” is an ADHD thing, so is “OH YEAH IN A GROOVE oh fuck why is the universe a bleak misery hey I haven’t eaten anything today,” so is “OH YEAH IN A GROOVE hey FUCK you for dragging me away from something interesting which doesn’t overwhelm me so I can instead do YOUR Officially Important and yet uncompelling Chore because YOU are better than me and have ordered it, selbstverständlich Herr Oberst!”
Hmm. Seriously the signs were all over.
I thought after I accepted that it wasn’t my many personal failings which deserved everything from childhood I’d be okay. But now I keep hitting self esteem stuff about how I’ve failed, how I’ll never get some things I really want while the “good people” get to have those, and I feel unwanted and worthless, like I’ve never done therapy, meditation or psychedelics.
@frost here. as a fan of dragons you NEED this piece of internet history
@frost at this point ancient internet bullshit;
https://youtu.be/Zx1eDmuYQg8?si=ueZHnCx5kcBA7TMR
and of course someone made a legit version of the song;
@frost suspect replying to you with "THE SYSTEM IS DOWN. THE SYSTEM IS DOWN" and high pitched noises (doo doo doo doo doo doo) would not be a reference you recognize
@frost whizz for the whizzlords!
crap for the porcelain throne!
@Chip_Unicorn Glad. :)
@Tuftears thank you!
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