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@electrickeet Okay! I'll show up at your place about 1! That sounds great!

also I really hate being awake thanks to acid reflux. I spent so much time unlearning really horrible, negative self image and I'm finally at the point where I think about offing myself a lot less frequently, am getting better at backing myself out of those thoughts, and ironically my digestive system is still trying to do me in.

Some really negative thoughts, but unfortunately some of them are about a subject I don't feel I can safely address, and consequently I can't discuss 'em.

@electrickeet oh geez. Let me get through today with my parents and then figure out what else I'm doing. Would getting breakfast/lunch or something work?

Tonight’s #drawing

gotta remember, once I get past "possible bot/possible plant account" every group regardless of ethnicity, gender, orientation or beliefs is going to include at least a few totally rank assholes, so some leftists are just going to be rank assholes semi-independent of their politics.

oh yeah it's John Williams' stirring "March of the Thyreophorans"

Yeah except BPD people can be basically well intentioned and okay people. A narcissist is just an OSHA hazard. I realize saying this makes me ableist, you try growing up with someone on the spectrum then being so abused as an adult that you get suicidal ideation daily for months on end and tell me narcs are great.

Sade’s “Smooth Operator” but it’s about “chronic masterbator,” and all the lyrics are about his collection of magazines with stuck together pages etc

Sade’s “Smooth Operator” but it’s about “chronic masterbator,” and all the lyrics are about his collection of magazines with stuck together pages etc

Last night’s #drawing

@electrickeet actually, do you have plans on Monday? Turns out I get President's Day off, of all weird holidays.

listened to the mashup enough that as soon as the Ghostbusters theme comes on I immediately think "DON'T tell me to smile/you stick around I'll make it worth your while/got numbers beyond what you can dial/maybe it's cause I'm so versatile"

today's recontextualizing things as ADHD, I now realize that even when I think terrible things, I'm not an out of control monster like I've been told, I'm just frustrated which builds up differently than for someone with a "normal" brain.

The bad news is "the worst people in the world doing not just mean but intrinsically impractical bullshit with out money, like all abusers they can slam you at any time, and nothing that should stop them does" is pretty much the definition of frustration.

Non furry fantasy #drawing last night

Last night’s #drawings, furry stuff

I AM THE GOD OF CLAM CHOWDER! And I bring you

CHOWDER doo doo doo!
I’LL TAKE YOU TO LEARN doo doo doo doo doo
CHOWDER doo doo doo!
I’LL TAKE YOU TO BURN doo doo doo doo doo
I’LL SEE YOU BURN doo doo doo doo dooooooo!

Originally Bowie was going to make the song about “let’s fart!” with appropriate noises

But then he was worried that people wouldn’t take the moonlight seriously enough.

but there were some who resisted. A last alliance of Literally Some of Everything marched against the armies of Mordor who were also a mix of Everyone, if you read the Silmarillion, and there on the very slopes of Mount Doom, they fought for lower rents, shorter hours, and legalized marijuana.

the world has changed. I smell it in the water. I taste it in the air. I hear it in the wind. I see it in the leaves. I feel it in my bungho....

*offstage* GET ON WITH IT THEN

much that once was, isn't. for there are few now who still remember it.

it began with the rings of power. not a nasty, slimy ring, full of cruelty and malice, but a hobbit ring and that means comfort.