Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

"We're passing through their magnetic field. All pilots bounce up and down in their seats."
"Lock S-foils in attack position. All wings report in."
"Red four, standing by."
"Red Skelton, standing by."
"Red October, standing by."
"Red Red Wine, standing by."
"Red five, standing by."

Proposed sequel to “My Boyfriend’s Back” in which the titular boyfriend ditches the singer in favor of the other boy (?) she’d been singing to.

1) tfw your home state made such a great impression on you that you make gagging noises upon hearing the often played state song.

2) okay I think I’m done with Taco Bell. I’m still getting heartburn and stuff now and then 9 hours after the acid reflux woke me up.

3) walking here I passed a street sweeping machine with the brand name, BROOM BEAR, on the side. Someone knows German, it’s a multilingual pun!

* oh wow, someone retweeted really nice furry art to Twitter. Does this person have an FA gallery?
* watches FA gallery, starts opening really neat art as new tabs, +favs some
* discovers jokey art which implies the person is on great terms with Nazifurs
* promptly unwatches and unfavorites material

2018 is sure 2018ing.

ah yes, that moment when you're up late and you're all "hmm, I'm hungry, but also winding down, so if I eat something, even something fairly bland and starchy, will my stomach then decide to try dissolving holes through my esophagus to kill me?"

it weirds me out that "thot" is an acronym and not a gloss/contraction of "thought." Kinda breaks whatever grammatical rules deffo, smol, etc. have.

So I think I'm just going to roll with it; I'll stay awake for a while, organically let myself calm and go back to bed.

http://70sscifiart.tumblr.com/post/176725534110/rodney-matthews

* listens to Yes albums and looks at Rodney Matthews art
* gets out the Fiend Folio and pre-issue 100 White Dwarfs
* plots out AD&D campaign about riding a giant metal grasshopper through the multiverse
* collapses on floor in an ugly mess

SO MANY THINGS TO THROW ON THE GROUND
LIKE THIS
AND THIS
AND THAT
AND EVEN THIS!
I'M AN ADUUUUUUULT!

aaand my brain is spewing hypervigilance, self condemnation, and do I detect a light bouquet of gender dysphoria and shite body image? really, I'm trying to watch drawing instruction videos, and have some coffee and unwind. If the hypervigilence doesn't ease up in 15-20 I'll move elsewhere.

#drawing today is more architecture!

It's a real pity that "hyperarousal" actually means no fun whatsoever, and doesn't at all involve Lewd Furry Weirdness.

unrelated

1) Twitter remains bloody terrible while Oglaf remains freakin' awesome.

2) I miss FC being at the Doubletree; I miss having a big con, rather than a gigantic one. I definitely want to do PAW for at least one day; it's basically what happens when you strip a furry con down to dances, and that's pretty awesome in its own way.

Okay interview completed. I can stand down.

okay off to do Adult Stuff On Like, No Sleep.

And anxiety's spiking again. Despite the little dip of crap self-esteem last night, where I asked for reassurance, the past largely sleepless 12 hours has been pretty okay; I feel likable, loved, and capable, just my subconscious apparently is screaming BE FRIGHTENED AS HELL at me. Anyone ever get something similar?

This SUCKS. I think I need to try the edibles, as Friday night was terrible on sleep too, but Saturday I had a few puffs from a friend's vape and slept okay that night.

wow, anxiety's been nuts tonight. as witnessed by me being back here after 2+ hours

well that was a very restful 90+ minutes of sleep before acid reflux and an anxiety spike woke me up.

(old, joke) guide to spotted hyena anatomy which I found and wanted to share again

this is my blessing. this is my curse.

* hand gestures *
* crouches *
* Danny Elfman espionage-bongos *