Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

I thought after I accepted that it wasn’t my many personal failings which deserved everything from childhood I’d be okay. But now I keep hitting self esteem stuff about how I’ve failed, how I’ll never get some things I really want while the “good people” get to have those, and I feel unwanted and worthless, like I’ve never done therapy, meditation or psychedelics.

Oh yeah it’s GNOME. Imagine if you had instrumentals easily better than The Sword, and then whatever lyrics were just random gunk that dropped out of your brain in a D&D/beer/weed fueled haze SO NATURALLY they are very much my groove.

ooh, you touched my TRALALA™️white pine bookshelves

oooh, my DINGDINGDONG™️kitchen table with blue, red or white veneer finish

@frost here. as a fan of dragons you NEED this piece of internet history

https://youtu.be/90X5NJleYJQ?si=37BAFi-wB0Ywmk1w

I held the elevator and pressed the floor for my neighbors and got a "shukraan" in response, and I'm vaguely reassured that I pass for lighter-skinned middle eastern, if that's what's going on.

how/why am I awake?

#drawings finished last Friday!

frankly, I wanted to be a leftist because we were the side about how awesome it was to be in the woods, get it on with the same gender, and look at pornography, not because we were the side who were dour about woods, Queerness, and porn.

LIU KANG. JOHNNY CAGE. JAX. RAIDEN. SONYA. KITARO.

I’M TALKIN’ ABOUT PURE SEX. DEEP SEX. HARD SEX. RRRRRROUGH SEX! UNGH!

*throws crescent kicks*

CHUN LI. KEN. GUILE. HONDA. CAMMY. DHALSIM. BALROG.

MORTAL KOMBAT!

More of this past week’s #drawings, fantasy scenarios! CW for violence and tame nudity.

Posting #drawings from earlier this week. Monsters and characters!

similar to "if I were a storyboard artist for Disney I would still want to skip out today" is "I want to ditch work to take naps, masturbate to lurid fantasies, and get a froo-froo nutella and strawberry crepe while making my way north very slowly."

though the embarrassing part is I look at Trump's faithful and how they're drawn in by the message "you are powerful and deserve to hurt what you hate" rather than the actual semi-coherent angry sentence fragments, and I notice just how much *I* bought into "you're smart and mean well, there's reason for hope" rather than what Obama literally said. I am not immune to propaganda.

*tenses all the muscles in neck and shoulders*

THE SELF HATRED THAT BLINDS YOU
BINDS YOU
GRINDS YOU
KEEPS YOU DOWN
THE WORLD FALLS DOWN AROUND YOU
YOU BUILD UP WALLS AROUND YOU
YOU WEAR DISGUST LIKE A CROWN
OHHHH INSTRUMENTAL!

I bought gas/sunscreen/bug spray/aloe/food stuff, put together salad/slaw, packed and loaded the car, did laundry (now in dryer) and am finally having dinner.

My jaw is making horrible cracking noises so I must've been clenching hard and all the last minute prep was PROBABLY an ADHD thing right?

Forget Harley Quinn/Poison Ivy team ups I want Harley Quinn/Olive Oyl where they both have really ANNOYING accents like my grandmother’s

If I won the lottery right now (given I never buy lottery tickets this looks less likely than for most people) I seriously would pay Matt Goetz to deadpan “chicks with big ‘thingies.’ Fhut up, dillmunch” to the entire RNC.

Huh huh huh huh. That was cool.

being up with anxiety probably isn't TOO surprising

“Twas in the darkest depths of Mordor
I met a girl so fair
But Gollum and the eeeeevil one
Crept up and slipped away with her”

… man, that Gollum gets ALL the girls. It’s gotta be his Andy Serkis like charm. Get you a man who’s had sashimi for dinner nearly every night for the last 300 years.

Also it’s wild that they were able to say “Mordor” during concerts and not have the audience scream “DO NOT SPEAK THAT WORD SO LOUDLY HERE”