Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

check THIS out it's got banjo AND yodeling AND jaw harp AND Tom Waits sounding vocals, it's like weapons grade annoying! https://youtu.be/rSVStg-JrP4

Birdsite reminding me of a central core anger which is never gonna see resolution. Let’s NOT be on birdsite for a bit.

"I left my coyote in San Francisco" https://twitter.com/Eliot_Collie/status/978087160871051267/photo/1

Surviving in a place which is officially too good for us and would like us gone. I can’t say I don’t empathize with you, whoever you are, sister. ✊🏽

Omg they have a whole Instagram full of this dog 💙💙💙 I want to be her so badly she’s beautiful!

oh my god this dog!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/BgbqmYqgzb1/ amazing
just think how busy you'd have to keep a dog that smart though

(My addition here; 💙💙💙💙💙!!!)

I have this theory that a lot of kink is about associating things you’re not permitted to think about. Sex is the big thing you’re not supposed to think about or acknowledge (while simultaneously being the thing you’re supposed to want and be perfect at, in the approved form only). We already tend to associate nudity with sex, it’s a short hop away from all the processing about body image, valuation, punishment, competition, authority, all of the other unmentionables.

Today has really been an exercise in realizing just how brutal open office spaces are. I just hadn’t been thinking about that at all when I started this job; my job in 2017 featured feeling constantly watched, interrupted and subject to others’ noise before it became open office anyway, so I guess I just hadn’t considered it.

For a big open space this place sure does get hot and poorly ventilated though.

Thing about not doing April Fool’s Day is that I can never think of anything *funny*. Like if I said “hey, I’m running for public office; naw actually I’m not, cause aside from good intentions, I really don’t have concrete ideas for how to affect change in Oakland,” it’s kinda believable but it’s not surreal or absurd.

The funniest thing I’ve ever seen actually done for April Fool’s was when Blizzard announced they were making an MMORPG version of Hearthstone.

Oh man why WASN’T I listening to Kyuss before, they’re awesome!

Urge to blow off responsibility in favor of drawing werewolves or really huge giants fighting normal sized giants, after work.

I again really hate this whole deal where all servicepeople are “heroes.” It’s dehumanizing. My friends are heroes because they fought/are still fighting depression, PTSD, gender dysphoria, that’d be true no matter what difficult job they did. My great uncle came out of one of the nastiest parts of the war and remained an okay human being.

It’s this generic level, the uniform made them as only as heroic as Dubya, William Calley or an asshole ex boss, before we get into “why?”

Remember, Conan; trust not d4s, nor d6s, nor d8s, nor diceless systems. This *hands child a d12* you can trust.

For some reason I decide to return this and the dream becomes this ramble through stores which are closed or changing ownership, my parents who said they would help me find the store getting distracted or simply condemning me for making an ill advised purchase, having to talk to an associate who's just showed up (when I don't want to), being told on the phone that I need to return this via web form.

Lack of context; I notice a lot of my teeth on one side are loose in my mouth. And then I'm bleeding into the sink from around my gums, I just can't stop bleeding.

Different dream; at some point I buy an intact coyote pelt on a staff, for ritual, based on that the taxidermy's not perfect so the face is extremely derpy. Right forepaw has been sewn where the mouth is (reference to Fenrir, my own scars, and the stereotype of chewing your paw off to escape a trap).

lewd on main; wanting someone to say specific weirdass things while playing with me. No idea why I'm this focused on verbal/semantic stuff.

"Do [group of magicians] have fezzes? If you have a fraternal order, you need an awesome hat."
"I'm not sure. They do have statues of Baphomet."
"With boobs and a dick?"
"Yeah. They have a reading library."
"Cool. We could go hang out among the Baphomet statues."

so in SERIOUS MAGICIAN CIRCLES

is everyone, mortal, god or spirit

at most about six degrees of separation away from Francis Bacon?

“Azathotturath the She-Goat of the Eldrich Deep, is a blasphemy beyond time and mind, sie ISN’T SUPPOSED TO BE HOT!” Ah Pathfinder splatbooks, don’t ever change.

Blasting Turisas on the way to the game shop, because. #strandhogg #aswordage #anaxeage #awolfage