Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

@kelseyhusky oh gah Con Air was on at the pizza place I’m at with @Earthshine AND IT WAS BRILLIANT. Now Rush Hour 2 is on and it’s vaguely good sadly

There are basically only two reasons to continue living but they’re pretty compelling reasons. Thoughts like this is what I’ve been trying to climb out of this morning.

These things they go away
Replaced by every day
Night swimming, remembering that night
September’s coming soon
Pining for the moon
And what if there were two, side by side in orbit around the fairest sun?

I just couldn’t sleep. Really dismal shit is running in my head- the most optimistic is stuff like if I were lucky enough to die today, would there be more than 1-3 people outside of the Seattle area who’d care? My parents sure wouldn’t give a clusterfuck. At some level I know these are just thoughts, just feelings and very transient, but it’s not stopping them.

oh wow, she says such a kind thing (re; not my art)

http://yamino.tumblr.com/post/176892842499/sophia-bush-the-voice-of-voyd-saw-my-voyd

And another anxiety spike? This one tied to nightmare. This resolved faster, but I am unsure now if I want to try sleeping again, or if I want a hot shower and a hot drink.

Within 4 hours I; was feeling relatively good about some progress, fell asleep for an hour, woke up in a huge depressive/anxious spiral about where I haven't made progress, and with a friend around for perspective, stepped myself back from that depressive/anxious spike.

I think it's time to table future concerns in favor of some more sleep.

th' dook will DAH before these ahs and he'll know - HE'LL KNOW! - that is AH, Bar'n Vladimir Harkonen, who incompasses his doom. HOOOEEEY YEEHAW

@jeffnik@squid.cafe heya it's ya girl Chaya/Jon/Paka

two thumpers are planted, the worm may not rise for the first, he will rise for the second. Do not get too close, the sand will engulf you. SSSSUUUCK BLBBL BBBL BBBL Remember when the worm approaches you must be utterly still, and close enough to plant the hook firmly under a ring segment. SSSUUUUCK koff koff koff. Wait till the head of the worm passes, then go. Anyone wanna get tacos?

it's impossible to listen to the theme tune to The Magnificent Seven without suspecting someone's about to sell you MANLY GRILLING BEEF CHARGRILLED IT'S WHAT'S FOR DINNER HOW THE WEST WAS WON RANGE CHARGRILLED MANLY.

ah yes, flute and bongos, the official sound of espionage everywhere.

The great city of Zootopia! My name's Hopps. I work here. I carry a badge.

apparently fucking going to a friend's memorial service outdoors for hours and drumming and mostly not sitting down apparently wears y'out, who knew?

Thing about Darrin is, he was very much the stereotypical huge fencing instructor. Stereotypical Asatruar, Klingon cosplayer, poly dude. Hell he could have WRITTEN the stereotypes. But see, I didn’t know him in those roles; I knew him as an incredibly competent drummer and techie who smoked like industrial parts of Pittsburgh. If you only knew one facet of him he was still larger than life. He did so much in his life, and I was lucky to know him briefly.

Waiting for the memorial service to start. So nervous. We’re in Oakland and gah, we are SO WHITE! There’s like 3 POC here and that’s if Jewish/possibly Romani counts.

So I want to go someplace other than violence, more slice-of-life maybe; and here, too, my storytelling skills don't quite make it, or at least not yet.

If all you ever do with your microwave is zap popcorn, microwave popcorn is awesome and you're still not really getting the most of your microwave.

I'd love to use furry art to make even brief stories about other things; raves, bookstores, hikes, etc.

I'm great with rakshasas and gnolls and weresharks beating the everliving bejeebers out of each other as fantasy, but the moment they're tiger, hyena and shark anthros, it feels off somehow, like fist fights at a rave.

The comic thing connects to more "I don't know where I'm going in furry."

Even during the tiny stint of time in the nineties that I was loosely a Burned Fur (it took nothing for me to give up on it) I still felt There's Not Enough Non-Sexual Stuff in Fandom, rather than There's Too Much Sex. Furry can be a lot more sex-positive than a lot of mainstream porn; furry porn is largely a good thing (though I worry some attitudes are damaging and will lead to people getting hurt).

Good news from our French comrades; the NNDL in Nantes has been cancelled. It has taken a decade of protest and hardship. Naturally as an American I heard about it today and thanks to someone posting art on FurAffinity.

Do I join an antifafurs group on FA, when I worry any open declaration of being antifa is basically a sting operation?