Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

It’s been so easy to feel bad, and I don’t want to lash out with how bad I feel. There are so many good things, you know?

Pet peeve; rather than make movies about how great America is because of the space program, how about we have A FUCKING SPACE PROGRAM, so that maybe we can have national pride derived from doing something positive for a change?

Okay Biggs Wedge we're going in, we're going in full throttle.

okay fine it's Battle of Yavin time.

LOCK S-FOILS IN ATTACK POSITIONS. ALL WINGS REPORT IN.

"nooooo"
"BLAST THE DOOR KID!"
"Run Luke, run."
"I sure hope that old man knocked the tractor beam outta commission or this could be a real short trip, punch it, Chewie!"
"HGRAAAAH"

"We've come up on their sentry ships. Angle the deflectors while I power up the main gun."

"Status?"
"We are cloaked. Federation ship approaching. Range 10000 Kallikams."

"Kaamapu zhotaneh!"
"no, dakh!"
*dzap*
"Haatebakh."
"Sir."
"SAY THE WRONG THING, TORG!"
#qapla

Bleah. I could use a hug or twenty, telling me to eat oatmeal and jog rather than giving me anything for my actual problems doesn’t exactly have me writhing on the floor in ecstasy.

The Winged Tower Which Walked Across Worlds, Michael Moorcock

Fuck Yeah, Theropods!, Gregory S. Paul and Robert T. Bakker

Analyzing and Drawing Animal Anatomy, Claire Wendling and Terryl Whitlatch

Handbook of Orca-Human-Seal Interaction, ktt!fwwhff

Roadside Attractions and Taquerias of All Nine Worlds, Maya Lokasdottir

Angry at “capitalism” which is reskinned feudalism. Angry at a US government which was intended to help citizens but which actively works against us.

Want hugs and more drawing time.

so I calmed down, eventually, thanks to a friend on a MU*, thanks to friends here, and thanks to Thelonious Monk ("Locomotive" is a favorite track).

And, actually something swung my mood in the other direction. I wasn't expecting this evening to end with feeling actively good, but I will take it and be grateful!

listening to the New World Symphony, trying to calm the fuck down

Fuck it my mood’s been sent through the floor. I’m so tired of being me. May I please either die or get to be something else?

Dad was fucking right, everything I touch turns to shit

Was vaguely thinking of little Rodney Matthews/Edouard Guiton looking knights. #drawings

Hot take on problematic artist (possibly repeated); Woody Allen’s best film was The Purple Rose of Cairo.

Now I’m waiting for document requests to come in. My senior coworkers (thankfully they literally seated me next to the people here the longest) assure me it’s unusually slow right now and to enjoy it while it lasts. Put in more access requests for stuff nobody assigned me but which training reveals I need.

I managed to get 6.5 hours of contiguous sleep (slept 7.5 hours overall) last night. So good!

Tbh I just want to go draw.

my response to this ocelot video so far include

oh idda swat
munch
oh, issit a flail? are we a flailkitty?
oh get the finger, can you get it?

waiting for the edible to kick in

and I found this, there's a kitty! https://youtu.be/2oSh_zOaVFk 💙​💙​💙​

That urge to get dessert from Whole Foods because it’s right there, but it’s cost like $5-7.