Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

I’ve been journaling a batch today and put info together, and I’m pretty good at slogging forwards with no real hope or interest in most of what I feel obliged to do. Later I want to reread that journaling to see how I can flip things and adapt but, right now, I’m just feeling tired and wanting affection or time to draw.

ever thought that you might be an anxious little beast because your subconscious is trying to maintain normal and unfortunately "normal" was shaped by years of bullying, verbal abuse, and the next Complete Catastrophe Which Is Entirely Your Fault being liable to happen at any time?

... admittedly, the other thought from while I was in the bathroom was "wow maybe I shouldn't have eaten all that okra."

https://www.videodoubler.com/combo/saved/3108

Tom Waits' "Underground" as background for an old Fleischer cartoon.

@mawr @kelseyhusky omg a corgi cerberus, imagine how much they'd chew up

https://twitter.com/CorgiEveryHour/status/1514438802319810566

wait, we even *have* discourse about hip hop sets at conventions? It's 2022, hip hop is part of our overall gestalt same as EDM, just 'cause I don't really have any clue how to dance to it doesn't invalidate it.

imho we should have more funk and straight up disco at cons though.

#drawing today, wizard exploring the library to investigate what happened at the cursed manor house - but will she figure it out in time? #WerewolfWednesday

drawin' and listening to the Beastie Boys, perfectly fine music for thinking about Ravenloft and stuff.

But I don’t WANT to spend hours processing full cycle paperwork, I want to shed my clothes and humanity and revert to an older simpler time, roaming the woods snarling, legs caked with mud, blood from *something* dripping from my chin as my eyes reflect green in the dying light

I’d like to thank The Cure for inspiring this pooptoot

Does the Iguanodon heroine in Disney’s “Dinosaur” count as a Disney princess? Like they could sell Iguanadon hands for small girls with big thumb spikes kinda like Hulk Hands.

Ad; do you like NORSEMEN? Do you like SHOUTING? Would you watch TWO HOURS of vikingr SHOUTING?

Me; yessssss!

Catastrophizing and hypervigilance (I was never far from being yelled at or picked apart) means when I’m stuck at work on a slow day my brain leaps into action to reassure me this is awful, instead of a more realistically bad “tedious and no fun” assessment.

I’d say my lifestyle right now is incredibly cis het but naw, it isn’t, it’s this neutrality forced by a sheer lack of time and possibly by depression. Gonna stop listening to kinda melancholy MeShell Ndegeocello tracks and listen to Bikini Kill instead. Okay, good healthy wanting to throw heavy objects, that’s much more comfortable.

Probably shouldn’t shake my ass and shoulders while playing “If That’s Your Boyfriend (He Wasn’t Last Night)” at work.

oh WOW Dungeon Weed has a new album out

let's see if it's as ferociously goofy as their first offering

OH FUCK YES IT MIGHT EVEN BE GOOFIER!
#Sludge #Doom #SSSSSSUUUUUCK #KoffKoffKoff

my favorite stoner band, HEAVY MOUNTAIN WARLOCK, the entire LP is just a single 30 minute long track using the same four chords at glacial speeds

Tonight I'm gonna party like it's 1999!

* puts on Stone Temple Pilots, has some coffee and American Spirits, and reads The Stranger, which doesn't totally suck, yet.

#drawing today listening to mostly RAtM and Kodaly, a knight charges a hulking giant!

* Forgets the lyrics to “Black Betty” and consequently just bellows YEEHAW and throws stuff *

bam ba LAAAAAMMMMM!

I’m inferior? Who’s inferior?
Ya, you better check the interior
Of the system who cares about only one culture and that
Is why we gotta take the power back!

Yep it’s RAtM’s “Darkness of Greed” season again.