Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

ooorgh stomach upset and anxiety is going away thankfully but of course I still don't want to go back to bed.

Maybe I should make a separate Mastodon to talk about some of what I'm currently feeling.

only now, this is making me want a roadtrip through wooded nowhere. Or a batch of weed. Or better yet, a roadtrip to acquire a batch of weed.

also, when did "this sounds a little like early Sabbath" become my gold standard for "awesome"?

holy shit, All Them Witches. I discovered them last night and they're just awesome, do these guys HAVE any bad tracks?

And like you probably guessed I researched this looking for stuff I could use for a Call of Cthulhu game (and might yet).

Rahn didn’t find the Grail. He was also Gay, so they penalized him by making him a guard at Auschwitz, and after a year he dropped out of the SS utterly horrified and either killed himself or was assassinated. After the Germans took over France they did flybys of Montsegur and searched the ruins, but they didn’t find this mythical thing. Outside of that and the Heck cattle most Nazi archaeology weirdness is actually pretty dull racism.

Ok so; the NSDAP started as the political arm of the Thule Society, which had wacky ideas, f’rex Germany’s connections to Indo-Europeans and Tibet, or they were sure legit mythical stuff existed beyond the atmosphere.

Hitler was not a Thule member but Himmler took it very seriously. He recruited into the Society and then the SS a scholar named Otto Rahn, who literally wrote the book about whether the Holy Grail wound up at Montsegur.

‪Georgia Senate committee passes anti-LGBTQ adoption bill https://thegavoice.com/georgia-senate-committee-passes-anti-lgbtq-adoption-bill/‬

And guess what, it’s FUCKING GEORGIA. I’m so sick of these pissant little theocrats, I swear the state has a lot of redeeming features but I’d sooner cut my wrists than live there again. Fuck all y’all.

Really by making Indy IV about aliens instead of idk Bodhidharma’s walking cane or something, they sorta missed a chance to have the series be Indy Dicks With Artifacts From the Major Religions.

I love how Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom is about retrieving magic lingams associated with Adi Shankara, which is sorta like having Indy retrieve a fictionalized 95 Theses which for some reason zap people.

“You must go to Wurrtemburg. There you will retrieve das Luthers-buch for us, and bring life back to the land.”

* massive very catchy John Williams*

In other Really Not Wanting To Wear Clothes news, I really want to be naked and possibly crouched on the floor/lying next to someone, and being reassured that I’m not human and don’t need to present as such. This connects to stuff said to me about a month back about how my current body *does* look wolfish, or a different person saying they can see me as more comfortable in a horse’s body than in what i have now.

Hi, I just came out of the closet to y’all, didn’t I?

I just want to go to forest in the middle of nowhere and strip naked and just walk for a while.

Am remembering how badly I suck at Telegram. “Oh right I have one let’s check in.” And then I have my user icon as a meatspace photo and my legal name sort of cause I mostly have used Telegram to meet people for dinner irl.

What looks cooler,

1) a medium shot OTS a big idol of adventurers advancing up the stairs towards it, or

2) a LA long shot from behind the adventurers looking upwards towards the idol?

Ok I know and trust Sammi that much but she’s a 2+ hour drive away and busy. And Rebecca would help but she’s in SoCal and she has so much of her own stuff that I don’t want to dump on her.

I want to talk with someone(s) about how my relationship with Es fell apart and my worries about relationships in the future, but nobody near me in meatspace is that close, and I’m not sure the best way to talk with my online/LD friends about this.

This would be great for therapy but I don’t have time nor money right now.

Ugh same variety of self loathing again?

https://youtu.be/8ZhcsBTJELY

can YOU get Mario from Oscar Grant Plaza safely to the Lake Merritt BART?

Japanese language cover of "Godzilla,"

https://youtu.be/1BRzKQI1ykg

Arabic language cover of "Rock the Casbah" by the one of the three suns of Rai!

https://youtu.be/A5wVZ-W3dNw

instead I'm making pork bread. I realize that most people would call this a sandwich but it's pork bread darnit.