Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Ran into my friend Alice while she was doing the rounds and she talked to me a little while sampling grass from two different lawns!

I don’t like the company’s oh hey Nazis are always cool, and I really don’t like the single company has virtual dominance over public dialogue paradigm we live in, but this is different from “people working there, who could be anyone, face something utterly horrible.”

Oh wow the A/C finally flipped on. That helps. Thinking of drawing wererats. Wish I could just head home.

Ohboy. I’m bored at work, faintly overheated (this place is poorly air conditioned) and don’t feel comfortable hauling out a sketchbook (this would help me feel better). But right now birdsite is a manure fire.

3) Shonen Knife

“Giant Kitty”
“Bear Up Bison”
“Riding on the Rocket”

2) Rollins Band

“Starve”
“Alien Blueprint”
“Illumination”

1) REM

“Nightswimming”
“Don’t Go Back to Rockville”
“Belong”

Well hey nobody’s asked me about lewds for #TMItuesday, so why not talk about music?
https://awoo.space/media/CtfPx0sJBJc1AIGn6L0

I *do* have cis-male and white guilt.

What’s *also* true is I don’t especially “feel” male. I mean yeah that’s my assigned birth gender and my sexuality is kinda phallocentric but it’s like eye color. If my eyes changed color it wouldn’t change anything. If I woke up with girl bits I’d masturbate differently, that’s all. I like having okay muscle definition, I hate having all this body hair.

Really. Former southerner or UM alum are way way bigger identities to me.

Oh hey it’s #TMItuesday, ask me stuff if you like?

Wow, Weezer’s Blue album is really bleak if you’re in the right mindset to see it as pessimistic at all.

okay. breathing, remembering I have been wanted in the past and will be again. I take refuge in the Buddha, I take refuge in the dharma, I take refuge in the sangha.

I hate how weekends are about being emotionally wobbly or pulling myself out of a funk Friday night and Saturday, and then Sunday I might feel okay and then hey guess what, Monday again.

the correct response to being constantly worried about money is probably *not* to skip work and drive to Santa Cruz and hang out around tidepools.

ugh, I'm not digging how every time I try to think of something nice (like "I want to shave my head into a mohawk again, and dye it" or "I seriously should get a copy of Volo's Guide") I think about how money's limited because money's always limited and I'm back to practically panic attacking.

went to bed early and am now quite awake with anxiety.

social anxiety mail +2

okay please tell me that All Them Witches' "The Death of Coyote Woman" is a pretty reasonable segue to Cheech & Chong's "Earache My Eye"?

#HeyManWhatreYouTryinToDo #ToMyNewRecord #IJustBoughtIt

possibly the most amazing thing about The Thirteenth Warrior is that it's about an Iranian hanging out with Swedes and yet nobody drinks coffee or smokes cigarettes even once.