Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

well on the one hand there's this huge worry that I fucked up and am a terrible person, but on the other I think I really internalized more composition today.

Look! It is a meme!

Therefore the power of seeking connection while feeling isolated compels me to do it!

someone who only occasionally has a quadruped lower half as a hobby, or an ama-taur

as opposed to someone whose films all feature creatures with a humanoid upper half joined to a quadruped lower half, or au-taur

which shouldn't be confused with an anthro-otter upper half and most of an otter as the lower bits, or ot-taur.

Capitalism is so exceptionally good at dismantling every possible benefit you could get out of capitalism.

me at the game store: love how each 5e book is $50+ cause everyone who plays D&D has a tech sector salary where that’s chump change right? Fuck y’all

also me at the game store: my favorite painter from the Plane of Elemental Earth, Anders Xorn hur hur hur

Again;

Tired; singing the Weird Al lyrics to “Smells Like Teen Spirit”

Wired; singing the Nirvana lyrics to “Smells Like Nirvana.”

Inspired; turning Weird Al off after “Smells Like Nirvana” and singing the next tracks on Nevermind from memory.

Emotionally kinda crashing again. Maybe just circadian rhythm stuff.

Hey, I could test my DNA for cheaper and see if my suspicions about my ancestry are true, and I win the oh so coveted right to get a triangle *and* a Z on my forearm when they throw me in a camp.

Ever considered how many eggs you eat if you have french toast *and* eggs?

Break from art for customers, at a diner. I’m wearing my “Tosche Station, best selection under the suns” shirt, I have Dark Crystal and Storyteller comics to read, I was listening to Weird Al on the way here, and I suspect I may have fallen into some horribly stereotypical pop culture hole.

DON'T GET STRUNG OUT BY THE WAY I LOOK,
DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!
I'M NOT MUCH OF A MAN BY THE LIGHT OF DAY
BUT BY NIGHT I'M ONE HELL OF A LOVER!

I can't believe that I know cis women with dyed hair.

me, listening to The Sword;

By this AXE do I rule! Come, dogs, I was a man before I was a king!

me, literally two minutes later, looking at cat photos;

omg omg omg 💙​

Okay, so I really blocked out my revisions, checked email to try getting details about the other commission I was going to work on, and it turned out I got emailed by the indy RPG customer who uses me repeatedly, so I took a break to do thumbnails and a little research for the stuff they want to commission.

I think I'm going to pause working on commission 2 to tighten up the current really really rough drawings, then break for the day.

Have a snack and coffee, plan is to drive to favorite coffee shop, draw for customers, break as needed to nearby park or comic shop.

And all this time that I'm thinking that I should either go back to sleep or shower and start work on commission stuff, trying not to get into a bad spiral about how pathetic and futureless I am, and hero-worship for Yoh Yoshinari.

Did I mention that I'm easily distracted into feeling terrible about an ex-girlfriend, distracted by anything cute animal photos online, that random memories came back today?

And that I've been kinda horny?

So my thoughts and emotions are ALL OVER THE MAP.

@Oneironott @mawr checkit out, it's a shark ✨​plush✨​? https://youtu.be/CKHteTiEZRM

MY DADDY HE DISOWNED ME 'CAUSE I WEAR MY SISTER'S CLOTHES!
HE CAUGHT ME IN THE BATHROOM WITH A PAIR'A PANTYHOSE!
MY BASKETBALL COACH, HE DONE KICKED ME OFF THE TEAM!
FOR WEARIN' HIGH HEELED SNEAKERS AND ACTING LIKE A QUEEEEEEEEEN!

#DnD #drawings steadily playing more with quadruped anatomy and more continuous shading (I posted a rough layout of the djinn drawing a couple of weeks back).

I really want to grab on with both hands while doing some sort of transformation play and edge myself until I make a pretty respectable mess (maybe I need to exercise my PC muscles more, I haven’t hit myself in the mouth since I don’t remember when).

Also I want to draw big hulking frost giants and wargs and winter wolves and stuff.