Seriously Spooky Souris 🏳️🌈🎃 @Mous@awoo.space
Art Rodent, queer as hell, he/they
http://mous-bones.tumblr.com/
Personal account! I can also be found at mous@mastodon.social
Joined Aug 2017
Recovery
These post-op bandages combine all of my least favorite parts of wearing a binder. Difficult to put on alone! Ribcage constructed! Escaping shoulderblade flab! Constant rolling/bunching up and pinching!!
It's like they assembled a "greatest hits" list to see me off.
Recovery, shitposting
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I left my tiiiiiiiiiiits
in Saaaaaaaan-Fraaaaaan-ciscoooooooo
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Recovery, shitposting
itchy bandages itchy bandages itchy bandages how can an area be numb but still itchy??????
re: cont: Investigation Experiment: Protein Powder (meal replacement) vs Disordered Eating!
when will you be trying "exhausted shoveling of dry spoonfuls into mouth followed by gargling with milk"?
Medical
"Wow, this has been really easy so far!" I say to myself like a fool, right before being woken up at 6 am by pain just as I've run out of the Good pain meds. :')
Current mood:
Anxious About Nipples™
Drug use
Like, I COULD sleep - but then I wouldn't be conscious to enjoy how nice and not in pain I feel
Drug use
puttering about on The Good Pain Meds and struggling to sleep because I'm just... so confy
re: oh also i'm starting Investigation Experiment: Protein Powder (meal replacement) vs Disordered Eating!
@catterfly Ahh, the powder bits are small. I think that's the size of thing the shakers are meant to break up, though.
re: oh also i'm starting Investigation Experiment: Protein Powder (meal replacement) vs Disordered Eating!
@catterfly 8 oz is small?
re: oh also i'm starting Investigation Experiment: Protein Powder (meal replacement) vs Disordered Eating!
@catterfly I think there are bottles with weird metal doohickeys in them that are designed to break up powder as you shake it?
Medical, conclusion of a long saga
I am the Worst at sleeping???
Seriously Spooky Souris 🏳️🌈🎃
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I've lost count of how many times I've broken down crying over this.
This surgery was supposed to be a good thing.
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they called me on Tuesday with different info about the date than they gave me last time, gave me a runaround of conflicting information on Wednesday, then fucked off for Thanksgiving and told me "we'll touch base with you on Monday". I don't fucking know if I'll get surgery next week. I don't know when my next chance will be if I don't. Today marks a full month since my original date.
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like I've been trying so damn hard to function like a Human Being who Goes Outside and Spends Time With People despite being in a nightmare of surgical limbo but I'm at the end of my rope, forcing myself to act Healthy is taking more energy than I can sustain. I've only gotten this far by pointedly not looking directly at the problem and running on autopilot.
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awake at 5 am getting overwhelmed by the last solid month of bullshit and worries and I just don't fucking know how much longer I can do this for
I wish there were better compromises available between the "having fun means being loud" crowd and the "loud noises make it impossible for me to enjoy myself" crowd.
I want other people to have fun!! I just hate that it often makes an environment unsafe for me.
Someone messaged me because they'd gotten tattoo of a popular sticker design of mine and while I'm fine with that...
I'm not sure if I should tell them it was a prompt from a fursona generator,
Art Rodent, queer as hell, he/they
http://mous-bones.tumblr.com/
Personal account! I can also be found at mous@mastodon.social
Joined Aug 2017
