-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
My apparent response to yesterday's overhearing of LGBTPhobia, and my unhappiness with being parsed a cis woman
Let us not be misunderstood ;P I'm proud of who I am. And hey, it's… something I can do
https://awoo.space/media/2zXN5F0sQaUrkHb3EA8
I actually feel much better today. I just needed to, apparently, flush my system ^^'
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
#postfurry sex is just saying 'you're a good toy' 'no you're a good toy' back and forth until everyone is a good toy.
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
Also, friendly reminder, RP-wise, that humans are not machines. They can lose their mood, and some days, they might be okay. Don't get upset if someone just disappears without warning, they might be suffering from RL pains.
Apologies for that. Exhaustion has its' way with my words x.x
unhappiness, suicide mention
I just don't want to exist anymore. I want to rest and fade and go back beyond the stars. I'm so tired. So so tired I want to just die
woo, unhappiness
And meanwhile I'm touch deprived and fucking needy and treated so awkwardly by my roomate. I hate everything and I'm interrupted CONSTANTLY and talked over and I have no time for ANYTHING, not even writing.
I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE THIS WORLD
woo, unhappiness
I slept last night 6-7 hours. Worked , and then spend all the rest of the day laying and resting and sleeping and that's basically my norm. I must rest and sleep at least 12 hours a day and I'm absolutely sick of no one seeing that as a problem. It's always "oh that's good", and everything focus on not getting enough sleep.
woo, unhappiness
Looped into this is my discontent with being parsed a cis woman, my discontent with my bits, my weird libido…
Do I just not have the ability to be happy? Is that it? Am I only content when I'm unhappy? Am I always just pointing at one thing or another with a sigh. Hah. Maybe if I ever did get this body I see myself as, is suddenly just not want it anymore. How'd that be for a fucking joke
woo, unhappiness
I feel like I've lost whatever touch I had. A lot of things seem forced and I'm not sure what to actually -do- anymore. Or in general. I actually never did?
I mean, I want to do something... I want to be more involved but I don't know how. I don't know what to do or how to cope but my life is now just work and being exhausted from work and being just sucked 24/7 into the orthocosm and I hate it. I hate the need to survive and live like this I just want to GO HOME.
Rewatching Babylon 5 and remembering just how GOOD it is and how angry it can make me.
gender (cw: homophobia)
I don't know how I feel about being parsed a cis woman by someone who turns around and rants privately (he thinks) about gay people and 'people these days'
Really uncomfortable, to start.
But it makes me uncomfortable with myself…
I had a dream, you know… a while back… that I went to a party and was just a cis girl and ended up feeling really bad.
Now it's actually happening and I'm getting that feeling again.
crude identity summaey
I think at this point in my life from a very undistilled POV, I can say that the biggest thing I've learned about Being, is that there is little difference between that which you want and that which you are.
The things you like or want more than anything can reveal truths.
lewd
I want my breasts to grow and grow and gush milk and
Pet pokéboys
Good morning, soft lights
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
"wake up sheeple" i say as i bring each sheeperson a cup of coffee and breakfast at 6am
This days highlight had been ✨constant exhaustion✨ so yay
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
