-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
What should I be right now
I miss the days of furry where I could like… go on some to RP venue and run into some new corner and like pet a feral character and talk to them like I'm talking to our dog or something
Like, idk why that stands out in my memory but casualty RPing with like just a wolf doing canine things for hours
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
Comissioned art for a still of the winning Naming contest by @literorrery!
As ever, @kyra's art is fantastic! https://awoo.space/media/ERodwyFl6GzXzO_3-UM
Something feels VERY off today.
Might just be the night I had *sigh*
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
https://twitter.com/_whitelate_/status/892044638911053824 look at this quilava it's important
OH GOSH THIS IMMEDIATELY JUSY THE CUTEST OMG
Now starting: Ori and the Blind Forest
Finally pretty recovered from OneShot ^^'
Queer kobolds
changing life course (neu)
I'm making progress, though, with help from so many. I'm glad I have that chance. 💕
changing life course (neu)
Surprise, I was shoved against everything that I was and enjoyed and ended up hating myself in a hole that took decades to crawl out of. Gods fucking damnit.
changing life course (neu)
My larger transition has been about screaming THIS IS BULLSHIT into the faces of everyone tugging me to conformaty against who I am. I guess my career path has been the same. I'm learning to like myself, and learning what that means, In that my desires and passions should have always been encouraged, not discouraged.
It's about escaping this society's grasp on my mind and gaining back parts of myself.
This world sucks.
My life has sucked a lot
NO MORE.
bio parents (neg)
Realizing more and more how fucked up my upbringing was and how wronged I was as my mother sends me texts trying to guilt me into this and that.
I'm nearly 30 and just learning how to love the nature of myself as an introvert and dreamer. As a creative mind who wants nothing more than to spend life writing stories.
But no, I struggle to find lucrative options instead because I didn't have a a family that backed me, and certainly not society.
I'm tired, everyone.
gender, transition (pos)
I'm still floored by the fact that I have been gendered correctly for months and I'm just… a girl now?? To nearly everyone? Hdwjbdksjdjdnwja
Better day for dysphoria :)
Rocking the high of going to the beach yesterday ^.^
dysphoria
<incoherent existential screaming>
dysphoria
Please see me. Please. My beautiful friends. My kith. Please
This is not me.
Please see through that
please see the real me.
Whenever you look at me
I beg
I'm so sorry
dysphoria
Some days you want to scream
"This is not my body
this is not what any of this is supposed to be
I don't want to live and die in this stupid thing that doesn't make sense
Oh gods oh gods oh gods
Someone help me
someone free me
THIS IS NOT ME"
kin feels
Thank you, to the artists and writers and creative souls who clearly get it and…
… it matters to me… makes me feel less alone
kin feels
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
