latenight musings, if
Gods imagine the celebration we would have if it broke and we could just physically be free. Be us. I like to imagine it. How that would feel. The tears and the joy. Oh the celebration and the music.
But i suppose we already do that, to some extent :) thats what i love.
We don’t wait for reality to celebrate everything that we are. We already are, and we see each other. We celebrate as the seasons change and we celebrate our own brilliance we know to be true
latenight musings, if
I hope you realize that if reality broke tomorrow i’d transform the hell out of a lot of you and celebrate in such ridiculously debaucherous ways.
I would make you everything you have always dreamed you could be if i could
I would give you the resources and time to heal. To do it all yourself. Remake yourself. I would give you all safety and security you deserve.
ollie posted art again and excuse me while my gay otter ass screams into oblivion and i reflect on my younger fandom self’s attraction to that aesthetic and world, and where i’m at now and go “oh”
furaffinity.net/view/27177479/
https://d.facdn.net/art/ollie/1525037726/1525037726.ollie_sharkhood-m.png
… LOOKATTHOSE cute gay webs
I can anchor up, dive in and kiss coral and float gently among the algae glow. Take a deep breath and feel the gill slits move and work. Feel yourself breath through them.
I can feel it, see it, smell it as i sigh and relax soft in the crisp spring night.
Of course, my very live is quite liminal at this point. It a soft, happy comfort how normal such things get.
Explore with your mind’s eye enough and it’s amazing how vividly you can see… feel… the mind is powerful
You can dip your paw in the sea and feel the coolness flow through your fur and digits, soothing your pawpads. The sight of the moon(s) glimmering in the sky. Sound of the boat rocking on the waves while you breath in the cool night air
I admit, i’m always have a bittersweet love with early 1-4am times. It’s such a quiet, liminal time and even though leaving myself to my thoughts isn’t often a good thing, it’s sometimes just the quiet i need.
Liminal as a time for soft meditation and projection. rocking on gentle sea waves on a small boat lit by the blue glow of algae.
🎵 take a look 🎵
🎵 it's in a book 🎵
🎵 water dragon 🎵
source (with closeups): https://www.flickr.com/photos/bluebuilder/40782303245/
freewriting, random character
Belly scales toned a lighter grey, and around his crotch and lower, his textures blur like a a high resolution image zoomed to unintelligible pixels. At least, that's what one would see before the very sight of him injected and executed code carefully erasing the memory. He clearly has the power to do serious harm, but seems to only investigate crime and deal justice to those that deserve such. He still manages to strike an uncomfortable feeling in folks.
freewriting, random character
Palem. digital glitchwizard.
a wisp of code distortion barely able to be seen by the eye. the only traces are the hushed static that always seems from a distance, and the wave of black snow that appears when he is near. The few times he appears in form, he appears distinctly draconic. Smokey grey scales and curved horns and a snout billowing static smoke. a long coat made of material that seems to shift with the moments, and a binder made of archived video feeds
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing