-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
Queer otters
I want to give you all cheap CRISPR tails
When i was a kid i wanted to be a genetist so i could alter the human body and give folks tails and fur and stuff because i knew even then that i didnt feel right in my body
I still kinda wish i went down that path
rl lewd, libido
my libido is just
out of control these days
and it's so good.
thanks to the low refractory period of estrogen
and generally more controllable libido
I feel like I'm Always Just Horny Enough
to the tune of Starcadian -Lovetop
🎶 oooooooooo loveplush🎶
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
✨CRISPR✨TAILS✨FOR✨ALL✨
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
By 35, retirement experts advise
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As a sort of reminder here while apparently my tail is weighing me down enough to keep me in bed UHHHH
i post RL lewd stuff here, and don’t separate anything. I will always [strive to] put it under proper warnings and such, but if you DO have more risque, adult accounts feel free to follow this account with them if you want!
phantom lewd(?)ness, inner thoughts
Brain: Is that why it’s growing right now? Spilling off the bed?
Me: STOP IT! Mmphh
Brain: oh but you could stop it. But you’re not. You know this isn’t a debate, it’s a feelings thing. It’s happening because you want it to happen. That’s the flow of it. It’s pure, in that
*tail spills over the side of bed, pulsing thicker and more sensitive while making me shift my laying position*
Me: mmphh…
phantom lewd(?)ness, inner thoughts
I’m having a really blushy internal fight that is going back and forth like:
Brain: oh yes, you can just DO this
Me: yes, but it’s VIVID, and even though it’d not there it may as well be with how we feel it!
Brain: E X A C T L Y
Me: no, but i mean we have to pace ourselves and-
Brain: do we?
Me: yes! I don’t want to go overboard because there is practical things like walking to do!
I’m figuring out that i can just play with phantom sensations and this is potentially ‘dangerous’ as my tail takes up more and more space and my weird-ass self just swoons and hugs it
Good morning my tail is so huge i’m using it as a body pillow
m-my tail is s-so big <:3 I can't lift iiiitt~!
but.. what if... bigger?
Mental Health (~-)
I'm most likely ADD
I'm most likely have dissociative disorder
I'm probably on the spectrum
I'm already diagnosed with anxiety/depression
and yet Capitalist American Society doesn't give any shits and would rather me die and I'm trying fucking hard every day just to overcome all of this shit and I just
hate
this world
Mental Health (~)
I -WISH- I had official diagnosis for these issues, but I continuously have No Idea how to go about that, and with the amount psyches I've seen, I get the impression that MH is gatekeepy as fuck
Mental Health (~)
Me: does Something every day to be productive in some manner
My brain: You're not doing enough. You're a failure and you shouldn't have moved so far out here without a job and more money and more to rest on. You are terrible and are a drain to those around you and you should just stay silent and let that guilt continue to weigh you down and further damage your productivity and headway
me, subconsciously somehow: ok sounds reasonable
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
