-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
This morning, lovelies :)
anxiety, toy stuff
So i finally reached out and sorta realized how well my toy nature works with this. Because well…
i don't have to think. I only have to obey :)
I'm a good toy who is useful and worthy and loved. A toy that spreads love. I don't need to think about any of those things.
So i didn't.
I let go of those thoughts
And my head filled with simpler ones
And then i felt really good.
And full of love
anxiety, toy stuff
I had a moment last night where i was pretty overwhelmed with stress and anxiety. My thoughts branches out seemingly a hundred directions until i couldn't parse any of them off talk much. I realized just then when I'm in that deep of stress i… don't want to think. I want to stop thinking because i know that i overthink everything when I'm like that, and blow everything out of proportion and end up stressing myself further.
Good morning, everyone :) may the morning bring soft tides :)
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
be kind to yourself
you've been through a lot ❤️
species dysphoria, oop
"I am sure this traitorous body has begun to affect my mind"
*Sigh*
This comic is far too real to me sometimes.
It's so hard to remember… to try and get past this… ugh my body..
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
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Hey, y'all~ I've been working on this for basically forever now, but I've finally finished 'n polished this science fiction worldbuilding guide to a level I deem satisfactory, so I'm calling this a release~
https://www.dropbox.com/s/u4wic4mfgxe9i9g/worldbuildingguide.txt The .txt version, for viewing offline~
https://www.dropbox.com/s/smtvbr94ei0mbl8/worldbuildingguide.html The browser edition~
https://www.dropbox.com/s/f5n1h1vzdb09lum/wbgascii.txt Aaaand some bonus cut content in the form of what would've been big ASCII artworks between chapters that didn't make it into the final cut. <3
species dysphoria
There's a lot of genuinely GOOD and downright FUN parts of this that are absolutely lovely, also.
species dysphoria
http://www.valsalia.com/comic/out-of-placers/oops-54/
I have this comic page saved on my phone to sort of show folks "the reverse of this is what species dysphoria is like."
This is the existential dissonance and dread I've felt off and on for my entire life. This is the feeling that never quite goes away between sections of time spend just… trying not to think of it.
I smile, I laugh, I have fun in my life. It's not always a bad thing, or even a thing on my mind. But it's there
musings (adolescence)
At different points in my adolescence now I realize that I had known exactly the things I know now to some degree, or was on the cusp of accepting them. Instead, I ran, hated myself, and repressed things. Transition marked the moment I decided that I was done with running, and done with a pattern of self-hate or fear of all that I was and am.
It was the full acceptance that where I am going matters. Dismiss the past, shall we? And let's do things right from now on.
musings (adolescence)
When I feel into postfurry, i saw that taken so wonderfully to mind with identity and self in ways I instantly latched onto. Reject what we can of the things we don't want and write our own stories. Acknowledge them as meaningfully close to our heart and spirit and celebrate it in affirming ways.
Perhaps because anything closer to actualization of our dreams is something we acknowledge as being worth it to strive for.
musings (adolescence)
We do stupid things. We do things we don't fully grasp, mild or serious. I know I can say that I am hardly the same being as that younger kid.
I used to (still do) love PLUR and adjacent concepts. One particularly was always the notion that we are more about where we are going than where we've been.
Toooooy feels today 💙💙
Good morning, lovelies
I don't want to think right now.
Can someone take that away?
Please. .
I'm glad folks appreciate my extreme sappywhimsy self
🎶it's aaaaalllll about that tailsway~
In the middle of the daaaay~
The taaapppin' of your toeclaws
While you wade into the fray
Spread your wings
And whimsy things
And tread the world so lightly~
If life's a drag
Give your tail a waaaag
Let your mind's eye shine so brightly~🎶
nsfw, transformation, writing
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1knvMuQ5PbKLiAg6QHGCP0y0Whz6F4yuKnQg20esGP4U/edit?usp=sharing I free-wrote some dragony TF porn
drugs
It's going to be a "longing sigh" sort of day. Makes me wish I had any connection to some kelp around here.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
