-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
dreams
So thanks Kevin or Steve the crow *squint* i guess
dreams
I was trying to ???do detective work??? And was led to this hotel that basically was like… if Escher fucked Venice literally diagonally. Like, everything was tilted 45° (or my entire dream vision was). I was essentially and without trying to make sense of it, was trying to find a a crow named Kevin/Steve which leg me through these twisted halls out a window and free climbing up this tower where i found a big dead spider with a crow feather, and a live rat, that bit me, then i woke up.
dreams
Ever have a dream you wake up from and go “well i couldnt possibly explain that with words. This makes no logical sense.
But like… i’m going to try so here we go
nonhuman/kinstuff
Weird thing: having phantom webbing makes me too finger excersizes more because i always love the feeling of that thin webbing moving and stretching. As such, i have a lot of idle fidgets that involve me moving my paw in wave-patterns
Realizing that the many times I’ve tried to go to concerts they’ve never happened for various reasons or another.
This is the first concert I’ll actually have gone to X3
420, tf
Smoke the psychadelic kelp; turn into a neptunian otter
Float with your friends and 👏🏻HUG👏🏻FAT👏🏻TAIL
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
Me, age 19: "There's so many nonstandard things about me that there's no way I'm ever gonna find a partner or social group that really Gets It on more than one or two."
Me now: "Okay the city I live in has an entire subculture of polyamorous trans gay furry communists."
4/20
Murry kelpsmas everyfur
420
MURRY KELPSMAS
FUCK, I love @emanate so much <3 <3 <3
woo, being-a-spirit
The fact that I am here and not elsewhere... human form and not otter... is not a curse, but my strength.. a beauty that I can bring to this world visions of what could be if we keep pushing. keep fighting. keep the dream alive, undying and flickering in the dark.
woo, being-a-spirit
It has all always, already been here *places a paw over vis heart and head*. My beauty and my magic isn't in just my dreams, but that my flow.. my path weaves in and out of this world and others like stitching binding it all closer together.
woo, being-a-spirit
I am the sweet duality of selves. I am human, and I am other. Inside me I have worlds and ideals. things I would be and places I would live and do. Being one doesn't make me less of the other.
I do not need another form to be an otter. I do not need to go Home to be Neptunian.
woo, being-a-spirit
But... moods where I breath the crisp air of orthocosm mixed with the mind's eye sight that lets me feel it against my fur. The wonderful integration and dance of duality that is being -both- a human form and an alien spirit. The moments where I can feel and see my place in it all clearly, and am not fighting with myself about what I am.
Smiling at a woman walking a dog while twitching my whiskers so they catch the sunlight.
Balance.
woo, being-a-spirit
I have noticed that my best moods are ones I feel wholly liminal and calmly such.
Moods where I am not pulled so far into the orthocosm that I am thrown into a loss of my strange self and lose sight of the vivid beauty of elsewhere
Moods where I am not pulled so far into the paracosm that I am stuck in a bog of dysphoria and longing and lose sight of the wonderful beauty of the orthocosmic world.
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
The Bloop: Ellu Talks About Weird Sea Life
i actually don't have any good takes to make about this other than 'oh gosh plants figuring out to do iridescence aaaa how pretty'
so, aaaaa how prettyyyy, lookit!
https://gizmodo.com/this-glitter-filled-algae-is-a-living-opal-1825359233
(h/t to pinkottr@birdsite!)
woo, being-a-spirit
Thoughts on a sunny day. I needed to clear my head. To think hard about why i keep slipping away from wanting to be in this world. About the source of my dysphoria, and how i can improve it.
Balance, in short, and knowing that i am always me. I always am a neptunian otter, and this human enby. I am the duality. I don’t need to go home, perhaps, because it is always right there within me. I do not need my otter body to be valid. I already, always was.
Listening to the ABZU soundtrack and dreaming of home. Staving off the bad thoughts until I am ready to usher in the new day.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
