Roady @Roady_Dragonfae@awoo.space

I am overjoyed to hear that my company's employee assistance program has free lawyers. That's a plus!

I was going the speed limit... My seatbelt was buckled. I was doing everything right and all of a sudden I see flashing red and blue lights.

Anybody would have panicked in this situation...

For those interested in contributing to my defense fund, my PayPal email is scalygreen07@gmail.com

So I was singled out by Auburn Police because of my vehicle. Slapped with $958 worth of fines just because they wouldn't let me reach for my insurance and my license plate light was out.

Fucking cop called for four interceptors plus a K9 unit to surround us. A real Biff Tannen type. When I played it up to his backup buddies, he made a total ass of himself.

I'm contesting the hell out of this, and I couldn't be more thankful for my community amd their support. ACAB.

Anyone want to join me in West Seattle for a walk in my favorite park?

I still don't understand why I chrealmthis real, this particular point in time. Thrust into a collapsed civilization on a dying planet.

But, there is one positive I pulled from this equation.

In times past, beings like ourselves would feel alone. Isolated. Unsure of whether there was more like us. However, in this age of mass widespread communication we are able to unify with likeminded souls now more than ever.

So I step into the Mt. Si vault toilet aftercoming back down the trail. And of course it fucking reeked.

But that's not all! I started experiencing a distortion in my vision. As if the floor was zooming out as if I was leaving my body.

Holy shit... Did I just experience jenkem for the first time?

@emanate I'd love to take you up on that offer!

@Oneironott Tomorrow is supposedly nice enough for a daylong journey.
Thinking of hiking up Mt. Si if you'd like to join me.

I need more Alan Watts in my life.

@Oneironott You and me both. It's why I encourage creatures like us to spend more time in the wilderness. Away from the destructive prejudices of humanity.

Now that I have my ears pierced, I'm debating on stretching them. Albeit to a smaller gauge. I found some lovely 10mm wood/peridot plugs I'd love to have.

Anyone in the Seattle area wanna hike up Mt. Si tomorrow? It's a medium difficulty climb. 8 miles round trip and 3150 foot elevation gain. It's gonna be clear and beautiful!

Still. I know I chose this plane of existence for a reason. And I'll continue to learn what I can from it until it's my time to go.

I feel like a cartoon character from another realm who was curious about what it's like to be a human. Totally underestimating just how fucked up such a decision would be.

It comes in waves. Feeling as if I have a gaping wound in my heart that's constantly spurting blood all over the ground. Hunched over, eyes squeezed shut as all of my regrets come crashing down like a cascading waterfall that my tears wind up lost in... I can only move forward, reminded that there are still parts of my brain that are broken, and each day I make at least a little bit of progress in fixing it. But good god...It hurts... It hurts so much...

Given my wings are a projection from my internal energy field, every time I get in my ship they dissolve and fuse into the driver seat as if I'm jacking into a mainframe. In a sense, I'm transferring energy to the vehicle so it becomes an extension of body.