Roady @Roady_Dragonfae@awoo.space

Hey everyone! Friendly reminder that there is a barbecue tomorrow at the arts collective in Ballard at 7pm. Weather tomorrow seems to be cloudy with no precipitation so that's a good sign! Location is 4701 Shilshole Ave NW, Seattle, WA 98107

For further updates and more direct communication, feel free to join our telegram chat here:

https://t.me/joinchat/BagHukbC5UWW1Fzwb4ujbA

Today was the most cartoonishly weird protest I have ever been to in my life. I'm talking American storm troopers, a hip hop group stumbling in the middle of it all, and a female riot cop holding her baton with a crooked grin that reminds me of General Engle from Wolfenstein.

On top of that, we were tailed by a swarm of bike cops in a game of cat and mouse as we were looking for a place to de-bloc. We got out by the skin of our teeth.

I have an obsession with utilitarian items. I can never have enough pockets on me. Cargo pants, hunting jackets, belt bags. Anything I do to carry everything I need on my person for any situation.

The only reason I would ever go to Idaho is to visit the coastal disjunct rainforest. Nothing else...

Okay, maybe Silverwood as well. But That's about it.

@starkatt I'll have to check it out! I love exploring inner city forests.

@Valerie_Elysee Honestly, I can relate. I deal with those feels all the time. It's like I'm always apologizing for existing. That's why I often seclude myself in the forest and recenter. On the bright side, it's a sign that you're not an egomaniac, on the dark side you always wind up berating yourself over the smallest mistake. That can be incredibly maddening. If you ever need to talk, don't be afraid to drop me a line.

No caffeine, no food since this morning, and stuck alone in congested I-5 traffic for two hours... Perfect opportunity to go crazy and scream at the top of my lungs! Passers by probably thought I was a raving lunatic, but it didn't fucking matter! I feel sooo much better.

Now to reward myself with the first meal I've had since those cashews and cookies for breakfast.

For anyone who's interested in checking out the Cascadia Arts Collective aka Art Social Society aka Compound of Synergic Reverence, I started a chat for organizing events and keeping people up to date with the biweekly barbecues!

https://t.me/joinchat/BagHukbC5UWW1Fzwb4ujbA

While not as delusional, dissociative, and discombobulating as sugar withdrawal, it does leave me feeling not entirely there. My ability to stay present is stifled and I feel like I'm being rude and inconsiderate at times... I apologize in advance for any behaviors that may ensue.

Actually, that's the perfect name for this kind of ailment. Caffienated Crotch Syndrome!

When ypur taint starts spasming to the point where jacking off is painful, it's time to quit coffee.

I know what part of my problem was. I'm stagnating. Time to make plans to do cool stuff!

Regardless, I gotta set aside some time tomorrow to walk through Schmitz park. Haven't been through a dense forest in a long time.

I've noticed that I'm becoming increasingly foggy, antisocial, and even depressed on some occasions. I wonder if low physical activity /caloric intake is causing my dopamine to crash.

I'm thinking I should work on quitting caffeine before sugar. I'm starting to get muscle spasms where I normally wouldn't, and it's miserable.

I don't understand why it's so stigmatized. I feel the most like myself when I'm alone. Only under the condition that I be out in nature. So far, my longest standing relationship is with the forest.

The forest doesn't judge, the forest doesn't try to modify my behavior, the forest doesn't have insecurities that are projected onto me. I accept the forest, the forest accepts me. Wild and free, as I'm meant to be.

@Leucrotta Crank shaft. Entire engine block needed to be replaced. Finally getting her back after almost a month.

@Leucrotta I look forward to doing that when I finally get my van back.

@neonNeptunian That I'm totally down for!