Soreth @Soreth@awoo.space
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- She/They
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.
Joined Jun 2017
transfeels (~~)
Everything I've suffered through has shaped me. Why do I feel like I would have been lesser without all these insurmountable obstacles? Why is it that "solving" the problem at its root and having always been in the right body would annul me, when all I have ever wanted is to satisfy this desperate desire to be what I'm supposed to be inside?
This world will never allow me the thing I most want. But because of that I am free at the same time that I am confined.
transfeels (~~)
I'll never know what it would have been to be hatched and grow up right, without species dysphoria looming over me all my life. What would it have been like to look down at my hands and see scales and be comforted? What would it have been to live with never suffering dysphoria? I've struggled all my life, all my days, dealing with never fitting and never knowing.
What the hell would it have been like to have fit in and had a place? To have belonged in my own hide all this time?
transfeels (~~)
When did it all start? Birth, infancy, childhood, adolescence? It was already a seed starting to sprout by my teenage years. What would have been different if I had been assigned F at birth? Would I be looking over the fence towards M before slipping into NB? Or would I just have stayed F and left it at that, because it fit?
Don't even get me started on the species stuff.
I'm trans and I'm queer and I have no idea what I'm doing - how're you?
Soreth
boosted
nonbinary positivity
hey nonbinary folk
yr not a man or a woman unless you wanna be, you are not merely a transitioning period leading to Binary Trans Person unless that fits you, you are not misogynistic inherently for not being a woman
you're rad and wonderful and valid, alright?
okay, so bike ride plus Spiro appears to equal dizziness afterward. o..o
Oh, NOW the pre-game jitters are arriving. Gosh, okay, thanks brain. Pretty sure session 1 of a tabletop rpg won't bring the stars raining down. Everything will be Fine.
That was so cathartic I almost can't believe it.
💜
Soreth
boosted
I still need 15 people to donate $10 in order for me to pay rent. I don't have any other way of getting money, i tried donating plasma but my veins are to small from dehydration I've been applying all over but no one wants to hire me and I'm so scared of being homeless. I don't live in a good city and being trans, gay, autistic, & AFAB is only gonna make it worse on me. Please if you can do anything even just $5 or boosting the post, anything helps.
Soreth
boosted
Woke up with a dumb idea that I should look at World of Warcraft again. Dumb because I have more than enough other games and because most of the time I spent in it I was playing with That Monster. So surprise! It's kinda painful to look back at the goddamn game and actually consider playing it again.
Did a short 20-minute bike ride today, kept careful track of how I was feeling the whole time. Headed home the moment I was feeling kinda tired, and was very careful about things. Didn't faint this time, but as soon as I stopped I got a little light-headed anyway.
Foo. Really gonna have to go off the spiro before I do much more if it just keeps doing this.
I really really love seeing a new Facts But Better go up and have people like, actually interact with us here on Mastodon. So much better than the other place!
It's a shame that it's so much easier to pitch my voice down than up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1DSIp7zyXO0
It always helps.
"Pick a thing and see how far I get with it" turned out to be "play video games while trying to think what to do"
I remember too many things.
So much left to do before game time on Sunday and yet I'm so blasted after that torture session that I don't have the energy to do hardly any of it. I guess I'll pick a thing and see how far I get with it.
My lips are still numb. o..o
Soreth
boosted
Hey you
Can you do me a favor? Just like…
Wiggle your tail a lil’
No one will judge
heck em if they do
Just like
Wiggle, swish or wag
Cuz, you know
Your tail is a really great tail.
it may be phantom or ‘imaginary’
But it’s yours! ^.^ *wag*
- Pronouns
- She/They
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.
Joined Jun 2017
