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Last day with three people on my team. Next week we're down to two until the bosses can hire somebody else.

There's a clock labeled "Morale" and it's ticking down slowly but steadily.

Soreth boosted

I realized yesterday that if we had basic income and universal health insurance, I'd quit my job immediately.

Yeah, there's some species dysphoria going on tonight.

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REM, "Belong" 

Her world collapsed on a Sunday morning
She got up from the kitchen table
Folded the newspaper and silenced the radio
Those creatures jumped the barricades
And have headed for the sea
She began to breathe
To breathe at the thought of such freedom
Stood and whispered to her child, belong
She held the child and whispered
With calm, calm, belong

That was a pretty excellent weekend, in all ways and occurrences n..n

The game I'm running is about to start the first session in a little bit and I am not at all nervous in the slightest. Not at all. Ha ha, I am definitely not a bundle of nerves. This is normal.

Aaaaaaaand I just threw 28 dice for a summoning check in Shadowrun. I'm proud for the most ridiculous thing I've done so far with an improvised ritual. So much assistance from so many friends to make this one possible...

"Never summon anything bigger than your head."
"Sorry dear, but that's exactly what we're aiming for this time."

Okay, but have you considered muzzles meeting for licky kisses.

transfeels (~) 

Really really want my outie to be an innie this morning. Not feeling that there's something wrong with what I've got right now, it's just... not what I want.

mental sine wave 

Evening went to shit but then a good tabletop session pulled me right back into the good times. Very glad for the up to balance out the down.

Oh hey, someone did Us: The Game for draconity again.
drivethrurpg.com/m/product/239

The last time was Fireborn, I think? Like 14 years ago, so I guess it's time again.

People warned me that backrubs would get unimaginably better.

Nobody warned me about chocolate.

Getting ready for work in the morning shouldn't require wrestling down panic symptoms.

And yet.

mood (-) 

Couple that with the fact that I have no idea where I'll be living in a year or how close it will be to everyone and... yeah. Not a good day. I mean, that's a far away worry, but I'm still getting anxious about it.

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mood (-) 

Not a good morning. One person in our team gave notice, which means we're down to two. Which means we'll be overworked, stressed, and the on-call rotation will be two weeks on, two weeks off... again. For at least three months plus however long it takes for them to actually hire somebody.

Fuck.

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