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trans*; medical+medication discussion; boobs 

@Doephin Swapped from 20mg/week estradiol valerate IM to 10mg/week IM and 2mg/day sublingual. 200mg/night of rectal progesterone as well but that’s stayed constant.

My mood’s gotten a lot more stable than the IM alone, and I’ve had some pretty decent growth resumption upstairs. As well way over sensitive nipples as above, lawl.

intrusive thoughts 

Something about the ‘crunch’ is resonating ~really~ strongly in the back of my head right now and I don’t know why!

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intrusive thoughts 

...I have a pair of vice grips here and I keep wanting to clamp them down on one of my teeth to ‘see what might happen’

...wut

job stuff 

Also waiting on a job offer letter after getting the call back saying they want to move forward, this is a weird anxiety I’m not used to.

trans*; medical; boobs 

Holy fuck my nipples and tits continue to be on fire lately. I know I swapped meds up for that effect but goddamn I didn’t realize it would be this much.

@makyo@snouts.online Yeah I’m on the line between functional switch and functional dom, mmm.

@starkatt They’re actually the glyphs/colors from Hyerlight Drifter, but the aesthetic is similar to vvvvvv, yiss~

I made a shiny today!

KBD-67; Holy Panda switches; brass plate; soldered PCB. Weighs about 4 pounds; feels like a dream and sounds like the 80s~

uspol: unpopular opinions re: USDA move 

@Doephin @kistaro Tangential, buy I lived in the town where they moved the NBAF to. A lot of the reasoning was to put it I close proximity with both existing USDA research labs and the ag research apparatus of KSU/ISU/OSU/NU; all of which are within appx 5 hours by car (and the NBAF being on the campus of KSU) and are among the leading ag research universities in the country. If properly built and the BSL3/4 policies adhered to; the risk exposure should be pretty minimal. It’s not any different than the human-borne disease research in Atlanta or FoCo or similar.

uspol: unpopular opinions re: USDA move 

@kistaro *every single point, rather

uspol: unpopular opinions re: USDA move 

@kistaro I spent 10 years in Kansas, and graduated from one of those colleges that produces those agricultural stem degrees, and I can’t do anything but agree with everything point you made here.

Four hours of interviews later... I need a fucking drink.

stress; anxiety 

Oh god I can literally feel my stomach squeezing itself down into a black hole sized knot.

Woop and cert get.

Now to just figure out what to push for next. Probably something with Linux so I can leverage all the stuff I’ve set up for a home lab, lawl.

Well even if the interview this week goes totally tits up I got a couple of professional certifications out of it, at least~

mh(~) 

It’s hard sometimes.

I’ve been wound up tighter than a spring and stressed out because of job stuff. I don’t feel like I’m going anywhere and I’m stagnant, typical complaints.

But just... in the grand scheme of things it’s nothing. I’ve got people around me who suddenly lost their ability to walk. People who wind up in the hospital for things outside of their control. People who can’t work because of things outside of their control.

And against all that, my complaints of being bored and stressed and unfulfilled are... what? It’s so hard to reconcile my relatively mundane and simple problems with the much bigger ones all around me. And get those problems don’t leave me any less worn out, any less tense and wound up and unable to sleep.

It’s just... hard to put it all together sometimes, meh.

study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study

@akemi@snouts.online @queerzel@snouts.online I use Toot!; it serves me pretty well.

mildly lewd 

So I mixed my HRT dosages and delivery method up a little and suddenly.... holy shit is this what a libido feels like?

...really want someone suckling on my nipples right now tbh.

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