Fayne, The Unfluffed @faynefluff@awoo.space
Seattle-area birb. Sometimes goes flying down mountains. Much yawn and many fluff. She/her, big gay lesbiab.
Joined Feb 2019
lewd confession
@IrisKalmia Oh just a tad; hmm?
lewd confession
@IrisKalmia Y’know; I never would have guessed...
mh (?)
And then; after having been pretty stable the last couple days considering everything...
...missing my therapy appointment; more than anything else; just sent me into uncontrollable tears. Yay.
re: relationships, (~)
@Doephin I mean for that week there I bottomed our.... really hard. But yeah; better; all things considered. Just gotta take the time to let things mend a bit now.
relationships, (~)
Stuff kind of wound up in an okay place; I guess. At least as far as the state that things were in.
...I really do think I’m taking a break from relationships in general for a couple of months tho, yeah.
Yeah I think I’m just... done with relationships for a few months here. Blah.
Sitting in my car listening to Meat Loaf and waiting for my therapy appointment to come around. No clue what this says about my mental state but it’s probably nothing great, lol.
@DialMforMara Today has been particularly bad, hasn’t it?
@tastymochafox I’ve got an Apoxon hoodie; it’s treated me pretty well. Their waist list is pretty long at this point tho.
Fayne, The Unfluffed
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mh(-)
God all I want right now is someone to hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay and I just... mewl. Sigh.
I done fucked up everything hard.
Fayne, The Unfluffed
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RT @mspowahs@twitter.com
The ADHD trait of "a million projects" is actually an adaptive strategy for brains that very specifically can't do what they set out to. By working "sideways" on many things, you get a *lot* done—while feeling like you "never do anything" (i.e., what you're "supposed" to do). 1/
Fayne, The Unfluffed
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gym joke
it's more expensive to go to the gym in DC because you have to pay the capital gains tax
weird furry porn: dragons, tentacles, inflation, corruption, mind control, eldritch horrors, tits, etc.
@kistaro That is 100% good and not weird. More plz~
I do kind of just fucking need to get laid tho, lol.
mh (-); observations
One of those instances where I really wish I had the ability to just snap my fingers and fix things.
Alas; I just get to suffer through instead.
At least it’s a learning and growth experience, right? /bitter
mh (-); observations
It’s quite amazing how quickly things can just slip and slide, honestly.
Three weeks ago I was generally doing fairly okay. A little in the rut of the status quo but that happens.
In three weeks I’ve managed to knock three or four major blows to that stability in most every direction and leave myself so stressed and exhausted that I can’t even sleep.
Now I’m saying hi to suicidal ideation again. Been a while since we’ve talked, tons of fun there.
Just fucking meh.
MH (- -)
Just... fucking meh. What a wonderful start to the new year so far.
2020 can already go to hell.
MH (- -)
Wheeeeeeeeeee. Things continue to spiral and suck. I’ve been so stressed out over the last couple weeks that I’m legit just falling apart. Can’t sleep; whole body sore; cold chills; guts twisted and churning; whole nine yards.
I’ve managed to fuck things up in multiple directions and I have no clue how to get out of it, much less in a way that meets my needs and desires. I legit just got taken out by the implication of someone I don’t even know having sex because I’m craving it that bad
Everything still fucking sucks. One day I’ll be able to actually make things work close to how I want. Maybe. It just... meh.
Seattle-area birb. Sometimes goes flying down mountains. Much yawn and many fluff. She/her, big gay lesbiab.
Joined Feb 2019
