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MH (~, --, 0) 

Walking back from lunch today, and I got hit with a feeling I can best describe as "Is this it? Is this all my life is ever going to be about? Is this all I get to do and feel and bed? That fucking sucks!" I get thoughts like that more often when its wet, cold, and grey outside.

re: MH (~, --, 0) 

@kelseyhusky In your case, I suspect it's partly due to an imagination and an inner life that go maddeningly far beyond physical limitations?

There's a lot of that about. The fact it's probably the result of good things about you doesn't make the sense of longing hurt any less. And I realize there's probably more to it. *hug*

Next time I see ya, remind me to go into *exactly* what "Antler Mom" is goddess of, and why it abbreviates poorly to "dream goddess." It's relevant.

MH (~, --, 0) 

@kelseyhusky I get you, there. I’m sorry things look so... nothing really sometimes.

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