🔶 KLCY AXIOM Prime @kelseyhusky@awoo.space

@jankar89 Thanks! You're awesome too! ​​​​

@Oneironott heyhey pooltoy friend! I like you too and your tail and webs are awesome to watch you enjoy. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

@Veladynee Today is almost done and I've got good things tonight to look forward too! Thanks for the boost, it really helps keep my energy focused and working.

@mawr You do, ✨plush✨, Thank you so much.

@fibonacci_reminder You do enough. Thanks for the support energy. Its' been helping me all day.

@zx3 I see you seeing me and thank you for your notice. Stay Shiny and Smooth, fellow Bot

@wobblewuffess Thanks Wobs! You're hecking awesome too!

@orrery Game is one of the constant bright spots that keeps me going when gravity wells try to consume me. Thank you for letting me play and I think you're really cute and pretty too!

@Aradia [Smile-Packets] Thanks, Fox friend! You're always a welcome smile to see too!

@pillowcat ✨ Thank you! ✨

@pillowcat Yes?

If you can spare, I could use a little loud love and support today. Good vibes, good things you think about me. Just... Tell me you remember me and like me, please?

Okay, note to self: Keep supply of drugs in your work bag in case you forget to take your morning med series. Like you did today.

Strap in, we're in for some chop.

Happy Birthday, Kelsey.

And now I'm back home. Doing my normal things, living my normal life, going to my normal work.

And I kinda don't know what to do with that. I crashed emotionally pretty hard Monday (I had anticipated that possibility and scheduled and additional day off) The whole weekend felt like it was a completely different person, enjoying being happy, and doing something crazy and wild and fun. Which Is something I haven't felt since I was a freshman at Case, sticking my body up through a strangers sunroof and wooooing just cause I felt alive.

Back home, I questioned if I was even sane, if I was doing what I was supposed to be doing, and if I even got to do it.

But for one weekend, and in one city, there are some people who only have me logged as Kelsey, the big loud smiling black nerd with the slightly uneven tits, jean skirt, loud blouse, great hair, and no worries at all on her face.

And that makes me smile through the tears I have as I was writing this.

Ohshit, whoops. sorry for the out of order, folks.

Saturday report continues:
After Ice cream, we passed by Robot Piercing and Tattoo. Twice. Once on the way to park before Lush, and then on the way back from Ice cream. So I HAD to get my ears pierced. Right in the lobes like a girl. Got some cute studs that I keep brushing against, because I've developed a habit of playing with my ears after I got my cartilage rainbow array (which has since faded and I need to get new rings) I had played with one of those "add piercings to your picture" apps, just to see if it helped with the dysphoria, and it did. so I did the thing. And I'm waiting to heal so I can put in my real earrings.

Getting my ears pierced was an unspoken stretch goal of this trip. I figured if I was feeling it, and found a good spot, I would see about making it happen. And then that dang bravery core overloaded again, and I kept staring at the scar in the piercer's neck where she probably had some studs but either wasn't wearing them or took them out. And it was awesome to hear here praise autonomy and self-expression through choice and modification. She was actually the second owner of the shop, having apprenticed under the previous owner, and she knew about the shop in San Jose where I got my array installed. (Small Universe/Big Pathia)

Saturday report continues:

-Fifth Drop-site: Saberforge. I have been designing, lusting after, and denying myself a custom lightsaber for 9+ T-years. And I wasn't about to stand for that one year longer. So I went to the source, with a parts list in hand, and said: "Can you make me this?" The answer was "Of course we can, for a price." I replied, "Your proposal is acceptable," and the exchange was made. My blade should arrive before the month is out. (I also saved about 100 bucks, cause it turns out they built my order incorrectly, so I've got that going for me!)

-Sixth Drop-site: Back to the hotel for MDMA, snuggles, and dinner. Initially everything was proceeding nicely. Movies were started and enjoyed, music was enjoyed, snuggles were definitely enjoyed. Bath bombs were suggested, but as I was extracting from cuddles, the hotel mattress frame caused a hull-breach on my port ankle support and I had to deal with that instead. (I actually said "hull breach" out loud instead of "OW")