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please admire my big queer progeny with me

it's a handpan! percussive and musical, like a steel drum.

💜

awoo.space/media/p_0FLAC4t69gU

....in happier news my drum came???

they didnt even tell me it was finished slash shipping but??? okay????

venting, temporal flux/illness 

@literorrery I can understand /why/-- no doubt, wanting to make sure conditions are right, that the cancer is actually in sufficient recession before passing my blood over.

It doesn't really excuse how hard it's been to pin a fucking bead down over when this all is supposed to happen, though. Like, just some extra communication.

*grump, grump*

venting, temporal flux/illness 

it took them months to just tell me 'will I be the donor' plus blood testing they said would be insurance'd

which it wasn't

they gave estimates of late july
before giving my brother a month-long regimen of chemo meds in the middle of july

just this whole thing has been a coordination disaster and yeah im actually *really fucking mad*.

could go back to Seattle, viable, but even that feels like too-loose footing since I don't know when i'll need to be back.

Rrg.

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venting, temporal flux/illness 

So now instead of August 14th/31st, it's looking like Aug 21/September 13th for the physical regimen and then transplant

_maybe_!?!?

despite what was said two weeks ago they still didn't give me a concrete answer until I go and call

*again*

like, that's all I want at this point, is just to put a dart on the board and COMMIT TO A DAY

dont even feel like I can come home until I at least have *that*, 'cuz it still could change.
Again.
Again.
*Again.*
Rrrgh.

I love you all so very much.

May you find bounty and fortune;
may hardship turn to joy.

May your gardens bear fruit,
and may you eat your fill.

This you deserve.
This you have earned.

And, as always,
may you dream of wonders.

💜

current earworm oh nooo 

@thefishcrow hellllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA

:D

current earworm oh nooo 

*iiiinhale*

🎶 OCEAN MAN
TAKE ME BY THE HAND
LEAD ME TO THE LAND
THAT YOU UNDERSTAND 🎶

youtube.com/watch?v=6E5m_XtCX3

@Oneironott @chalcedony@octodon.social *giggles, puts gold star on the ott's booper*

@mawr It's not too bad! It's clearing space for something that was said 'it would get done' but prooobably never will.

...But I was paid for it, so, shruuug.

Today I did alllll the yaaaardwooork and I still have a goodly chunk of it left to do.

Yay! I mean ow. I mean yay!

LB: *whispering in the background* Unless you aren't human that's okay toooooo you're still valuable and wonderful good morninnnnggg.

💜

Time zones are hard! And I should sleep I guess.

Sleep is hard too. But i'mma be okay. n..n

@emanate @KoBunny @adeptomega

Ten-minute smooch bre--
oh wait you already suggested that

GOOD THAT'S EXACTLY YES RIGHT

...also, huff. I would think being a clock would be in other's jurisdiction!

...*alsomorehuff!*

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