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aww yeahh!

i've spent the last three days overcoming the records of a friend who far surpasses me in every game known to man

so far, i've taken down three of them--one which was an absolutely monumental record that i've never seen anyone come close to before

@raccoon @noiob maybe you can log in with single user mode (by adding "single" to the end of your boot params in grub) and then just typing "passwd"?

perhaps the secret to my motivation is in healthier habits?

better bedtime, better nutrition, an actual routine..?

however, i don't like the lack of freedom it sounds like this would probably have

i mean, i've tried a strict regiment before, and it burned me out *so* hardcore after sticking with it for over 500 days

hmm, maybe i need other tricks. but what..?

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shame 

i think what i really need is to figure out how to keep my motivation up

i half-make so many things that i could have finished several projects by now

i need to get Something™ out there, because i feel ashamed as a creator to not have anything to show for all of the effort i put into things

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hmm, i think this means i need to get more involved with things--and with people!

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(-) kinda morbid thought experiment 

thinking about it, i can't think of many people who would actually care if i disappeared one day--and most of the ones who would are only because i have some obligation to them

i really gotta change that! that's not at all the kind of impression i want to have

ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʳᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵘᵐᵇˡᵉ

mmm, yesss... i suddenly feel the need to wring my hands and cackle diabolically while writing these schedule entries

*shakes fist at self* i'll get you my pretty!

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perhaps i should schedule myself to do something every day just so i can jump to something else when that urge comes and shout "AHA! GOTCHA!"

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i like how the only times i feel like being productive are when i'm supposed to be doing something else entirely

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