Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

most of these people are lefty, and want inclusive spaces for everyone--just, we don't qualify

i have pretty fun anxiety, so it's Actually Quite Hard being my own advocate in what seems like a vacuum for support otherwise

what's worse is that i believe them sometimes

it's really hard to always have to justify my existence to people who are pushing to not have to justify their existence to others as well

nothing says "your acceptance is a different problem than ours" quite like that does

@bx "leak spoilers! leak spoilers! kirby doesn't beat up a tree in the next kirby game"

this sure has been an mh week

but that means chances of things improving are basically 100%, and i can get down with those odds~

this is the reason so many of us are hidden, and the reason that i feel like i'll never truly be welcome in spaces other kink is accepted

even in highly inclusive spaces, this just keeps happening

sometimes i feel like we're collectively the canary in the coal mine for kink positivity, but things like this just make me feel like we're just a part of a different domain entirely--where the inclusive spaces around us are safe places to theorycraft justifications for excluding us based on continuously-unchallenged misconceptions about why wearing diapers, or why wanting to feel little makes you the scum of the earth

love too see people talk about wanting to shoot up a room of people like me at a furry convention

love too also see the same hand wringing over and over about why my existence is actually harmful and also the people who condemn the threat, but also "fundamentally disagree with my existence" in the same breath

i just want to feel cute, and i want to identify with a self image that i feel happy as. why do people have to confuse that with so much horrible stuff? why do people have to always confuse us with the kinds of people we literally hate the most, and use that as justification to harm and dehumanize us?

i'm just so tired

@bx *pays in raw bullion from the ancient tomb next door*

@bx that sounds enchanting~ thanks!

@bx that sounds great! with extra froth, an unholy amount please

and also an iced coffee please. black, like my soul
shaken, like me
and chilled by the clutches of death itself

(talking to a barista) could i get a caramel mAcHiNaTiOn?

(trying to remember how to spell macchiato)

ah yes, thanks

@zoe birthday, happy~ ^^

@noiob this probably isn't surprising, but it also lacks being able to pick focus points in pictures so the thumbnails of my drawings don't do psychic damage to me when i post them

that's actually the same things that made tusky a deal breaker for me

i do kinda like how it feels! but it really has a long way to go before i'd probably even consider using it

@m455 oh yeah! it feels wonderful to be able to use lisp for customization~

but also yuuuuup! emacs also definitely has a lot of extremely unusual opinions if you aren't already completely submerged in them

@codl at this point, i'm most curious about the intersection of personality traits that would lead someone to think "ah yes, this surely isn't going to be an utterly bizarre interaction"