is "forces everything they own to be linux" a personality?
because if it is, i might need to reevaluate some things
(glances at my phone that's half termux scripts at this point) i'm sure this is shocking information
this is typically how i linux, and i guess i'm just determined to treat windows like a linux by any means necessary
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oh! if you thought this was an exaggeration, i also have 3 monitors, so the problem is actually worse than you might think!
my current desktops are:
1: lisp things! currently with fennel and scheme shenanigans, possibly seeing how to interop fennel with ruby, and seeing what problems would arise if i removed the global namespace mangler in fennel
2: researching/maybe eventually fixing kiwix-android, the thing that lets you download wikipedia, since it can't open its packaged local files. also kotlin
3: japanese practice, and rom digging
4: my work-work
5: my vm that i host docker things from and test linux contributions. also long-running tunnels and monitors
6: plan 9 research and attempting to figure out how to get various things working on my dedicated plan 9 pi and researching kernel things (kinda empty rn though)
i'm ignoring a lot of other things i have on each desktop, and the meaning of these desktop changes as i start drawing or composing music, or doing more messing around with various projects that interest me
there is also a WSL component underneath all of this that isn't immediately apparent
me: restarting for updates is such a hassle, i wish windows could just apply them without that
them: restarting isn't so bad
me (with 6 desktops, each with entire running environments, vms, separate creative tools in the middle of projects which take minutes to even start up, and a mountain of carefully curated and placed browser/file manager/terminal windows set up to research and work on something in specific): i guess
i know this is literally just mindfulness, but it turns out for me, that extends far beyond just the circumstantial ways that i've always assumed to which it only applies
or like, having a sip of coffee! i don't know the last time i really paid any actual attention to that entire experience. it's just become a "thing that i do" while some tiny part of my subconscious brain acknowledges that "cofe gud"
like, if i'm in the shower and i turn up the temperature just sliiightly more than warm, everyone seems to acknowledge that feels nice, right? but it's actually amazing how much that appreciation changes if i actually pay attention to it, and not just casually disassociate the entire time
something i've been doing recently is really trying to pay attention to things i take for granted
turns out a lot of extremely mundane things are actually incredible, but my brain just backgrounds them; ignoring how mind-bogglingly satisfying they are because of how "expected" they've come to be
i've literally robbed myself of this appreciation for so long that i forgot it existed--things that, if you you mentioned them to others they'd probably roll their eyes because they're doing the same
i actually did it..!
happy oshawott day everyone~ #ミジュマルの日
(hee, there's no way that tag will ever have anyone but me in it)
kinda-birdsite link (nitter), oshawott day art!
hee, this hash will never not make me happy
https://nitter.net/search?q=%23%E3%83%9F%E3%82%B8%E3%83%A5%E3%83%9E%E3%83%AB%E3%81%AE%E6%97%A5
but also because of timezones, oshawott day has already been a thing in japan for almost an entire day already
i like how i was just talking about normalizing harmless weird things, and then homestar runner just crashed through the wall like the fucken kool-aid man with two fists full of diapers
re: birdsite link to strongbad's official account, abdl (yes actually)
they're even patterned like abdl diapers, which only extremely recently got the ability to be printed in ways that weren't just repeating patterns
birdsite link to strongbad's official account, abdl (yes actually)
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)