kasran, fourier transfemme @typhlosion@awoo.space

does anyone even read these or am i just crying into the void here too

edit im sorry for that. that is a mean thing to say and i apologize.

my heart is aching for a hundred different reasons and im running out of effective distractions

i dont know anyone here in boston except my roommate who will be moving away by september

and for various reasons moving to a place where i do know people is hard or impossible to arrange

online friendships are no substitute for in person connections

i have plenty of the former but none of the latter and im bad at them both

i dont know how to make friends anymore

and i worry my loneliness is slowly killing me

can't sleep

i am not a doctor and this is not medical advice but i think you should eat a small snack you enjoy and drink some water

@Resni it's not a button, it's attached to the sleeve in a way that's tough to remove without damaging it. im wondering if wearing my trans/pride/BLM/pronoun pins and buttons and stuff as countermessaging would help

i have this destiny 2 raid jacket. sometimes when i go out in it i wonder if anyone who doesn't know what it is misinterprets the little skull on the sleeve as a fascist symbol or something, especially given my general look - aggrieved-entitlement-lookin'-ass lanky white masc-presenting creature with glasses and resting surly face. am i worrying too much

@xinjinmeng see i always knew nemesis was the good guy

"kasran what does this mean" this is not for me to know.

someday the golden oldies stations will play the weeknd and ariana grande. and where will i be then. fighting for my life, god willing

though i do think it's very funny that the events of re2 apparently happen in part because leon is late for his first day on the job. very professional