re: family, death (~)
@Balinares Nah, I'm OK. <3 I wasn't really close to my step-grandfather, and as noted, I have a weird perspective on death and can't really mourn for a 96-year-old. A round of applause and a "well played, sir" is more my speed. Put the hugs in storage for now-- I'm gonna need all I can get someday.
re: family, death (~)
@Leucrotta I'll take the hugs, but honestly, I'm fine. My poor stepdad, though, gotta deal with my stepbrother essentially being terminal thanks to some fuckrod at Monsanto, and this on top of it. It's been a shitty year for him, on top of his cancer from a couple years ago that he's STILL recovering from, and I just wish I knew what to do to help the guy. :(
pro-socialist essay from some libtard, i dunno, some scientist or something
people who believe in this pinko crap are not exactly einstein yanno
https://monthlyreview.org/2009/05/01/why-socialism
(spoiler alert: it's literally by albert einstein 😺)
family, death (~)
Step-grandfather died today. Stepdad is apparently a bit of a mess, understandably, but I'm OK—and my parents said I didn't need to come home for it and they didn't really need anything from me, so... I dunno.
We weren't super close. He was always reasonably kind to me, but he had some ugly political views and was never really a super-outgoing guy. This is all about my stepdad as far as I'm concerned, and he's a Hank Hill kind of guy— a real decent fella who *really* does not like to talk about his feelings— so... yeah. I guess I just sit here and roll with it. Feels like I should be doing or feeling more, but...
I dunno. He was 96. I have some real funny feelings about life and death these days. I can't mourn for 96, all I can do is applaud. He had a happy and comfortable life, apparently did not suffer at all, and I can only hope to make such a late, gracious, and— relative to the agonies that stalk us in this world— _stealthy_ exit someday.
discourse, snark, world-level area effect subtoot
Every time I see two people I follow on Masto stridently insist that two completely opposite and irreconcilable points of dogma are self-evidently correct, I have a momentary and luckily surmountable urge to lock both of them in a closet with sharpened pool cues and not let them out until only one is left standing.
Lucky for you, this is not Mars, conscripting potential allies into deathsports is frowned upon here, and in the interest of "when in Rome" I've learned the fine art of yawning, making a snarky remark in the general range of "cripes, people," and going right the fuck back to sleep. =^___^=
re: nonsense horny moof things
@Balina ...ones, wondering why you don't remember anything prior to waking up in a room full of new clones?
I see the same old "weird stories" over and over but still occasionally come across something new. In this case, the Toynbee Tiles: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toynbee_tiles
@coyohti Oh, gosh, I have a soft spot for those. Saw one in Boston long before anyone had any clue what was going on with them...
re: mh (--), suicidal ideation (low risk, 🐯= OK), eating disorders
@Leucrotta (still love ya and thx for trying, sincerely <3 )
(do... do you kids know what citizens band is? actually you weren't missing much but they did have much cooler slang than we do :p )
mh (-)
More heart-squeezing social anxiety and guilt. I dunno, maybe it was stuff from here, maybe it's weed withdrawal, maybe it's the lonely reality setting in that I really have no social contacts here except for Peggy, maybe it's just another wave of the past hitting me. Didn't do a damn thing today, really, mostly just napped and played Gungeon. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe tomorrow I'll have the sense to stay off the damn Internet.
I had some better-than-supermarket-grade sushi tonight, and it was discounted $10 because they screwed up the shop hours my last attempt to order it. So I got that goin' for me, which is nice. 🐯
@anthracite I mean, the Madonna/Whore Complex is definitely a recurring *thing* for people on that end of the political spectrum...
re: identity politics, otherkin (and otherwise), bona fides
@chandra (er, that should have been "humphs" and I deny any scurrilous rumors -- the circle and i are just good friends *blush* )
re: identity politics, otherkin (and otherwise), bona fides
@chandra (And I totally agree, your point is all VERY reminiscent of something I read in a dusty old Erich Fromm book once that stuck with me for years. Humans, self regrettably included, LOVE intellectual shortcuts.)
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read this, pitiful humans:
http://egypt.urnash.com/parallax/