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Also I'd like to emphasize that I'm looking for the emotional equivalent of Drāno here, so in terms of difficulty level I'm willing to go to about an 8–9/10. Fuck my shit up.

Something, maybe, that one might advise a more sensible person not to listen to in the dark. (I'm a tiger. I like the dark!)

I mean, throw Merzbow at me if you think my time has come. I am already, as they say, ready for the Shaggs.

Hey. Had a rough day, feeling down on myself. Earnestly want to snap myself out of it.

Could kinda use a musical Experience with a capital E. Something like Boards of Canada's Geogaddi or The Caretaker's Everywhere at the End of Time.

Something intense and a little magical, maybe a little (or a lot) difficult, even something more than a little disturbing.

Melancholy is good. Even depressing is good. Horrific is bad. Angry is bad. Hopeless is bad. Creepy is very, very, very good. Not creepy is also OK I guess. :)

Concept album, probably, is most likely to do the trick.

Thank you as always for your assistance in this experiment. <3

With your assistance, we can perfect the safe, speedy, and effective mental unclogging of tigers in our lifetime. (And make me less of a grumpy P.I.T.A. for @anthracite to have to deal with. <3 )

Huh. TIL that apparently a "Drogerie" (drug store) is not the same as an "Apotheke" (pharmacy) in Germany, and a Drogerie does not actually sell any drugs or medications. Just, like, toiletries and stuff.

"I'm not saying another word until I see my butt lawyer."

(in rough descending order of flattery =^_^= )

just daria morgendorfer crossed with maleficent

just daria morgendorfer crossed with tiamat

just daria morgendorfer crossed with spyro

just daria morgendorfer crossed with trogdor

just daria morgendorfer crossed with discord

just daria morgendorfer crossed with grendel's mom

just daria morgendorfer crossed with snookles

basically i'm just jane lane crossed with shere khan

which works really well because peggy is just daria morgendorfer crossed with toothless

the caretaker's everywhere at the end of time but

(a) the samples are all tangerine dream and vangelis

(b) it proceeds in reverse from fragmented nonsense to clear audio

(c) instead of being a metaphor for alzheimers it's your last six hours of human consciousness before drone assimilation

Peebles and I have been playing complex games of psychological manipulation with each other for the last hour.

I think she might be winning, but the jokes on her. I found... THE TREATS. And I'm willing to use them.

Tonight's food order, even though I'm baked off my ass, is an apple and jicama salad, a butternut squash pizza, and vegetable hash.

I hate the virtuous life. I'm eating a fucking lasagna tomorrow.

(Actually, I'm really looking forward to this dinner. n.n )

current mood: flooby @__@

that was a more effective tolerance break than i thought

stoned, ama-- you deserve _something_ nice for reading past a zero content warning :D <3

🖼

A dear dear friend came to me first and foremost for help pronouncing a Chinese name from pinyin. I dunno how much help I was, but I gave it a good try and am just BEAMING that people still think of me sometimes when they have a research need. <3

And now 4 Non Blondes is trending and I just don't feel like there's a place for me on this planet anymore. :)

I'm just so tired. I felt like these topics were about to be fucking settled and people would move the fuck on, but here I am, ready to pull out defenses of lifestyle furry and gender transition I wrote in '05 for use against edgy hipsters and apply it to a professional journalist.

I hate 2021 so fucking much. Good thing tigers can run perfectly well on hate for years at a time. 🐯​​

I feel like I'm having another allergic reaction to my own alleged culture. Just keep running into things-- and people-- that make me feel low-grade icky about everything.

I'm so fucking tired of people picking on the things that I love. I thought I was done with this shit after the first-gen troll farms fell apart.

But nope, here they are, right down to an article by some steely-eyed leftist shithead who's determined furry transhumanism is "narcissism" because he vaguely read somewhere Extropians are both libertarians and transhumans, and Libertarian Things Are Selfish, plus a healthy dose of "the only reason someone would want to engage in self-expression is because they think they're the center of the universe."

Toxic. Fucking toxic, right on top of a bunch of uniquely cruel and petty-minded TERFery, and dealing with My Dear Allies getting a basic political fact wrong*. And I don't have time to shovel it out today. And I don't have time to sit around feeling like my life is on the defensive.

All I can do to reassure myself is remember that our very presence INFURIATES these people. They walk around with the same kind of ennui and low-grade irritation every day just because we do our thing. That feels pretty good honestly, because increasingly these are people I WANT to be unhappy. >_<

* Trump CAN invoke executive privilege as an ex-president. There was precedent set in 2001. The leftists confidently knee-jerking that he can't are not 100% wrong but yeah it's about 80%. >___<

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🎵​​ Artemus, Artemus!
🎵​​ She's totally Artie!
🎵​​ And totally Mus!

nuff said

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