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Speaking of real talk: I get very very self conscious about the things I'm into basically constantly. While I primarily mean kink stuff, it's actually everything. I live in a near constant state of worrying the things I'm into are actually just bad, that I'm just bad.
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Like... All of these things lead me into darker places. Lead me into places that I know a lot of people can't follow. It leaves me feeling alienated, like I don't belong anywhere. I am thankful that I've found people willing to help me. Because it's incredibly difficult to do it on my own...
To remember that I'm not bad. Even if I'm not for everyone, I'm good for some people.
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@Kyna *Hugs softly* I appreciate it, hon
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@BigFatFae You've very much been a source of good in my books. 💙
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@Thaminga *Huuuuuuuugs*
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@BigFatFae *squeeeeeeeeeze!* 💙
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@Thaminga @BigFatFae thiiiiis
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@BigFatFae this might be a topic to talk about more and Discord sometime, but I feel much the same way about certain things that I am into.
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@BigFatFae I've been impressed with a lot of the analysis you've done, and I've been glad to hear from you when you've commented.
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@literorrery I'm really glad!!! Thank you for the comment <3
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I'm fat. 400 pounds. A lot of internalizing good thoughts about this is my kink exploring the extremes of being fat. Ageplay is another thing on this list. I like being a little girl. But I struggle with feeling like I'm bad for this. I further deal with this by fetishizing validation via having my interests projected onto a dom-figure, removing agency and therefore possibility of greed, which pushes me into non-con RP fantasies.