Velvet Silmeria!Mánibranðr @FreyaManibrandr@awoo.space

Gosh, that was like 12 years ago, and the relationship lasted for 3 years. Looking back, I think I remembered the one thing that doomed it. I entered it primarily because she was a friend that showed affection, and I didn't want to disappoint her. She needed someone to be there for her at the time too.

Once she got into the kigurimi and zentai community, we started drifting apart.

I've always struggled to say no to people, and I've only recently learned to turn down-

Someone please retire this vessel and upload us to a Protogen body already!

This is made worse because it's triggering my species dysphoria.

Food poisoning doesn't suck ass, it blows ass, because that's literally what happens.

(I got food poisoned from eating bad leftovers, yay)

It's weird to think about how our ex did traumatize us and left us with emotional scars over a decade ago when she ghosted us, and yet we can't help but process it as her finding happiness elsewhere. I do hope she's doing well where she is right now.

In the end, she did me a favour, because eventually I'd find self love, my fiance and my lovely girlfriend.

We also discovered that Val is gender fluid as fuck, and has a bigender mode, in which fae uses the name Valfreyr.

I am a protogen, which gives me euphoria, but also species dysphoria. Aaaaaaaa

I have not forgotten you.

I also did a very rough demo video of the early combat/gameplay flow. #gamedev #rpgmaker #RPGMakerMZ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RlHOH1V92v0

This took me all day to figure out how to do. #Gamedev #RPGMaker #RPGMakerMZ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_NAp_DeE60

Been working on Julayla's game. Added a new area, and messed a bit with the battle scene.